Construction In Process

MOVED!

2009-03-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

teehee.

you know what I mean.

link?!

Taddaaahh!!

the last one........in this blog -- xoxo *muaaaaahhhhkkkzxzxzxzxz!!*

Yes.ShutUp.I know.

2009-03-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah. My blog sucks.
I've realised that for awhile. I've realised that I don't write like i used too.

Plus, this blog is FUGLLLYYYY!!!
I dislike fugly stuff and fugly people a.k.a people that think i'm ugly(HAHA).
(does that mean i dislike fugly stuff that thinks i'm fugly too?! don't get it? nvm.)

Annndd...me likey new stuff too. Lawls.

This is actually my longest running blog, I've used it since october when I was still a teeny form 3. Shocked-ed?! YESSS!!! I don't usually hang on to something that long. Muahahaha. I'm evil.

Sooooo....
Imma dump this blog and get a new one. Ahahaahaha!!!

Stay tuned for my new blog link. Which I will post up when i have finally found the perfect one.
*i tried "teehee" but doesn't work. T_T *heartbroken*

xoxo,
!@#$%

dead and gone;

2009-03-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

yeah, thats a song by Justin Timberlake and T.I.

Naish song. Very naish.

Lol, excuse my emo-ness yesterday. Wasn't caused by someone, more of a something like exam marks....

Yeah, don't ask. I'm not even gonna tell my mom.

Imma lie and lieand imma burn and burn them papers, except for mod maths and physics, which are also quite mediocre.

BLEH!

xoxo,
hols-leh-lu-jah!

1 second of sunshine, 59 seconds of gloom.

2009-03-12T03:14:00.000-07:00

Boo for today! BOO!!!!!!!!!!!

2dae sux lyk shiat.

Expected maybe a little too much, i shouldn't even bother.
Expected a glance, got a glance over(meaning when you think he/she is staring at you but he/she is actually staring at the person behind you).
Expected more, got nothing.

Disappoint, Disappointing, Disappointment

Regret, regreting, regretful.

so, you know wat?
~~fuck you and good bye!~~
eat shit you hot but idiotic monkey!!!

xoxo,
*toot* you!

** i don't care if this is hard to understand, if its hard to understand, its probably not your place to criticize it, biatches.

(pardon my bad mood, me sowee*acts cute and innocent*)

you're hot then you're cold;

2009-03-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

Boys Over Flowers! RAWR!
Luvvvvssss it like how ~~a fat kid~~ shuennie loves candy. XD

Oh yea! SPM results are out tomorrow. Good luck to the ex-form fives. The ones that i'm close to, the ones that i recognise, and the rest that i don't really care about but still decided to care for just for today. Lol.

To this year's form five:
YES! IT'S HAPPENING! In 8 months we're gonna sit for SPM and a year from now, our results are coming out too! Like, FTW! Spoil mood!

Started out today ~~happy seriously happy, super happy,~~ euphoric like floating on a cloud but then ended up being pissed most probably cos was tired from counting koperasi's smelly, dusty, dirty stock, and also because zen zen's depression was kind of contagious. Lawl.

Alright, thats all. Tata!

Sigh.

2009-03-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

Flies.

I hate flies.

Especially the ones that don't fly away after i've repeatedly swatted them away.

The ones that thought my swatting was a friendly gesture perhaps?

maybe a sign that food is coming your way?!

Urgh!

I hate flies.

And you'd have to be a fool not to know that when i say flies, i'm not talking about the real ones.

I have the mood to kill, FLIES!

xoxo,
*piiaaakk*

like, roar!

2009-03-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

8 subjects down, 2 more to go.

Here's a conversation between me and my alter ego.

How's your Exam results?

Most probably failing. XD

How can I smile?

Because whats the use of being so depressed.

Why am I not depressed?

Hoooolllliiiiddddaaaayyyssss are COMING!!!11

Are you looking forward to the holidays?

Like, DUH!

Oh? why?

I wanna sleep la, byotch!

Ugh. Lazy Girl! Whats there to do during the holidays?

Welll... other than sleeping. We could like, go to hon yu's house to barbeque... and nikki's house... ehehe.

YOU?! Barbeque! HAH! Get ready for burgacides!

What burgacide????

Burgacide happens when you grill the burger patties to long, it decides to jump into its coal-ey death!

Oooh, icic. Kewllzxzxzxzx!!! Then i'll be a burgerder.

WHAT?!

Burgerder means a person that murders burgers. Ahahah!!

*slaps*

Ahh!!!!!! What was that for?!

FOR BEING AN IDIOT, FOOL!

*cries in a corner*

And this is how my alter ego murdered itself. THE END.

xoxo,
chocstacy.

7 things;

2009-03-03T00:56:00.000-08:00

kidnap my heart
take me with you
make my dreams come true~
yes. i like burple! you gotta fucking problem with that?!

Lol. Excuse the bad opening.

Here's another version of 7 things i hate about you, or more suitably, MY VERSION.

7 things i hate about you~

1)that i spent 3 fucking months on you * 2)that you never look my way * 3)that you came back * 4) that the feeling still feels like its there * 5)that you still look so hot! *sizzle* * 6) that this means i haven't got over you and the 7th thing i hate most about you... ~~youmakemeloveyou~~(lol. plagarising Frowney Cyrus.) is that you don't realise that i'm right in front of you.

OPEN YOUR EYES GODDAMIT!

calmm.... calllmm...

Will fix my background sometime. XD

the day when twins came into the world;

2009-02-27T05:46:00.000-08:00

today is ~~probably~~ a super special day, for all the people below lah.

To the 3 leng lui's and erh... a leng zhai (lol):

meitin (neh, the so po licking the strawbie)

meiwan( find so long oni found this pic, the most prettiest and mature pic XD)

Sha sha! (cannot find any except for this :s, but still leng lui XD)

~~Gay~~Jay lou. (quite hiao...)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GUYS LOH!

~to tin: stay happy... cos you know, since you can always make me smile, i will also force a smile on your face if you don't! XD If you're feeling tulan-ted you can always punch the sei yan evil look lah. XD

~to wan: happi birthday gurl. you already perfect so don't worry bout things or wrinkles will appear!

~ to sha sha: jeng soh po! why never go tuition! People plan till so perfect edi! Nola, i know ur mom car broke down. So happy bday la my dear sha shaa!! Next time must buy cake and surprise 'him' also, kay?

~ to jay shen: -_- tak ada barang nak cakap, selain daripada, happi birthday dan grow taller!! you still got 3 years!! Lol.

PS: B'day wishes go out to sha sha and js's dad plus marion ong. XD

xoxo,
inoeitskindalate,buthappibirthday.

i stalk blogs.

2009-02-15T05:15:00.000-08:00

This is sadly, a true confession.

Yes. I DO stalk peoples blogs.

I am a blog-stalker.

I blog-stalk almost everyday.

And i stalk lots of blogs.

The correct definition of blog stalking would be; excessively visiting that persons blog, without leaving comments on their chatboxes, and just run away having the thrill of looking into some strangers life.

Well, that MY opinion. Ahahaha.

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I think I've pondered for a long time whether to make this public. I think the reason I won't admit it is because it seems so foolish and its sooo bloody embarrasing to even say it out loud.

I haven't even told my friends yet. Not even my closest of the closest friends. Nobody knows except for me and "that specific someone". Since I can't bear to say it out loud. I'm just gonna blog about it and HOPE that you guys read my blog and will forgive me for keeping this secret for so long. I'm sorry. I truly am. You guys deserve to know first. It's not easy for me to keep it to. So imma just say it out; RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW.

Guys,

My status is no longer Single, ~~and looking~~.

I'm currently, dating "someone", "someone" thats so so soooo special to me. I love that "someone" so so SOOOOooOOo much. That "someone" is everything to me and I hope you'll really like that "someone".

That "someone" has made my life so happy. And I've known that someone for my entire life. But Its just lately that I found out that that "someone" is really important to me and I couldn't live without "that someone". I think this relationship is gonna last very long. And I think you'll think I'm very selfish and whatever but I really REALLY love that "someone". The thing is, YOU KNOW THIS PERSON. I've been dropping real subtle hints for you guys too!

Still dunnoe?! Alright. I think I'll come clean.

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I In Love With.....

MYSELF.

*proceeds to french myself* eughh!

Call me sad. Whatever. As long as i'm not cutting myself up for losing the love of my life. I love myself and I won't ditch myself. Plus, I get to flirt with other people when i'm with me.

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

*childish*

** Hope you guys love this valentines day joke/parody.

xoxo,
ilovemyself.

keep me in your memory

2009-02-14T07:44:00.000-08:00

To all the people who are so totally in the mood for love today;

Happy Valentines Day!!!

To all the people who are in no mood for love;

Aww, don't so moodless. I Lub Eu lah okay?

Anyway, spent today, probably one of the MOST romantic day (for some), cooped up in the music room. Marching out in the hot sun. etc. Spent the night, ALSO WITH BAND, at the Gong Xi Fa Chai event in MBPJ Civic Hall. The event was quite fun. But I wish I was one of the spectators instead of the performers.

Saw real cows, btw. Ahaha. Jakun.

Anyway, love you all. Since I don't have that specific someone to spread my love to, I'll just spread it to anyone I "rike". Okie?

XD

P.S. 10 hour seminar tomorrow at UM. too tired.

xoxo,
iminnomoodforlove~

love or hate.

2009-02-10T02:08:00.000-08:00

Again! I've been reading articles from yahoo.com/msn.com.

Well, today's hot article, in my world of course, would be --

8 Things Guys Say They Hate About Women But Secretly Love;

1. Blond Ambition;
Meaning like when a girl works late, and the guy looks all pissed off. He actually loves how she's so MOTIVATED. And, only real guys like girls that are independent. (~~read~~listen, Miss Independent by Ne-Yo)

2.Manja Girls;
Yeah, yeah. You just can't stand it when your girlfriend starts getting all pissed cos you forgot about her when ur playing PSP or whatnot. And she goes all, "hmph! duwan to choi you anymore!" Guys don't like it, they LOVE it. They love how a girl "teh's" like a manja puppy.
Like they say: "It's a secret PLEASURE." Eugh!

3. Tabloid Reader;
So what?! Girls like to gossip, and when there's nothing to do. We LISTEN to gossip. Eventhough on the surface, guys absolutely despise gf's reading all this Brangelina crap. They secretly love it coz it's good company when you're making the big numero 2.

4. Why Women;
Guys hate girls who ask too much questions. Well, i'm a girl and I don't like people who ask too much questions. So, well, in general, people don't like people asking TOO much questions. But when your girl doesn't ask you anything, you'd probably feel weirded out, and probably be wondering why she's so quiet. OMG. Is she dumb(cannot talk la dummy!)?!

5. Garbageman;
As in she constantly asks you to do chores around. Like, RAWRR! Chores are for WOMEN! REAL MEN don't do choreeess. *beats his big ol' hairy monkey chest*
Blah. But they secretly feel like the true male if she's incapable to like, screw in a lightbulb?
What can I say but, EGO.

6. Daily Planner;
It's annoying to be around someone thats so well-planned. Like, give time a break! RELAX! Let it go with tha flo' woman! But hey, if she doesn't plan all the dinner dates, you're gonna have to plan all of 'em. Ladies like these suit lazy bumms. But, you gotta put in more effort to impress her first though.

7. Sorry, mom;
Ah, yes. The stereotypical mom look-a-like. If you can't stand nagging mom's. You, probably can't stand nagging women too. But hey, there's gotta be a bright side to that mommy-ness.
True fact though, that guys like girl who resemble their mom.
Also another creepy fact, young boys usually have crushes on their moms.

last, but not least;
8. Girlfriend;
Ooh, its tuesday night and she's pulling you off to watch Grey's Anatomy. Like, REAL MEN don't watch shows where doctors like to fall in love with random collegue's! Alright, maybe i'm not saying the main point here but, you do find yourself wondering if Meredith and Derek's gonna EVER go steady right?! And that, is you secret guilty pleasure.

*in reference to Glamour Mag at glamour.com
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Oh, went to Kiara Park to do our Kerja Amal. Saw a monkey! Saw someone's LOVER BOiiii!! Oh, and saw turtle too. One of the turtles was a real camwhore. Ahahaha...
All sticky and smelly right now. Alright, tata. Off to shower, AGAIN. And off to bm tuition. XD

xoxo,
17 and counting. howlongwillthislast.

4 ways to break up with your boyfriend, NICELY.

2009-02-08T04:12:00.000-08:00

Read that article today on msn.
4 ways to break up with your boyfriend nicely.

YES! I do read the articles they have on msn.com.
Only when its interesting lah.

Anyway, the article started off with some poor girl, obviously to nice to cruelly dump her boyfriend, complaining/whining about how she doesn't know how to do it, NICELY though.

Anyway, here are the answers.

First off, go somewhere private together, like your apartment or his house. (There's nothing worse than getting dumped in a restaurant, while you try to hide your teary eyes behind your water glass!) [lol. funny much.]

Be kind and straightforward. Tell him that he's an amazing guy, but you don't feel the same connection anymore. My mom always says that no one can fault you for just being honest. Stick to your gut and be compassionate and strong, even if he cries, gets angry or asks you to reconsider.

Focus on the big picture. Tell him the general reasons why you can't be together, but spare him the gory details--like, he embarrasses you in front of your friends, his jokes are always cheesy, or (the real zinger) you're not attracted to him anymore. He doesn't need to know!

Finally, end it for good. Try not to call him, even if you're feeling lonely. Try not to email him. Take him off your facebook friend list. And definitely try not to hook up with him. It's impossible to get over someone if you're still seeing them all the time. Even if you want to be friends someday, you need a break. So cut off contact and stay strong!

I think hor, writing this article a few weeks before valentines day is not a very nice thing to do lor. Give people idea's only.

Anyway, after reading it. I decided to write my own cacated version.
Make way, people, for........

4 ways to break up with your boyfriend cruelly

*Dump him in the public. Screaming loudly about all his flaws and how he's a bad kisser, and bad in bed and, OMGWTFBBQ SMELLS BAD. Then proceed to stab him with a fork(if in restaurant), key(if standing on roadside) or pencil(if he disturbs you at work)

*Be ~~kind and~~ STRAIGHTFORWARD. Be HONEST. And CRY LIKE A BITCH if he tries to ask you to reconsider, while following step 1. Preferably in public.

*Scrutinize on ALLLL the little things he does wrong. And when he tries to bring up good memories, like that teddy bear he gives you, or the your first kiss...

If he brings out... THE TEDDY*dramatic music*
Throw the teddy on the floor, and step on it ,preferably with heels, and kick it to a side of the road.

If he brings up your first kiss....

Snatch the first guy you see, the uglier the better, french him like your life depended on it, and then smirk at ex with biatchy face.

* Be cold. Ignore him. Start dating other guys behind his back. And if one day, you pass by on the road, and he says hi, just say: uh...who are you?! *looks at guy suspiciously*

Can say that the last one was the mostt passive one.

Personally, i think that the 4 ways above was WAY too cruel and i'll probably wouldn't even try it. I PROMISE!!!!

Warning though, if you'd like to try those, be ready to face the consequences of the vengeful ex-boyfriend. *dramatic music again*

Anyway, those are for the dumper girls. For the dumpee's, muahahaha...

TO BE CONTINUED....

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Oh, like my new layout. It's just for valentines. XD

Things i'll be doing on valentines, instead of going out with the love of my life(which has yet to make his dashing appearance) :

1. Pancaragam-ing in the morning and at the night.

2. Sleep in the afternoon.

3. Sob underneath covers of bed coz this is my 17th year of singledom. (yes. shut up.)

xoxo,

piaaakk*mosquito~XD

do not stand at my grave and weep;

2009-02-06T22:51:00.000-08:00

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.
-Mary Elizabeth Frye-

xoxo,
T.T

2009-02-05T02:28:00.000-08:00

tell me why,
you're so hard to forget.
don't remind me,
i'm ~~not~~ over it.

Anyway, its been a tiring week, i guess its coz there was a one week holiday before this. And then the busy life continues. I don't even have time for me, myself and saya wei!

Yeala, call me selfish. I am, and always will be. teehee. XD

Today's thursday so we usually stay back for co-curriculum activities and even though i joined badminton i decided to play futsal with yean and tin they all cos they lacking people.

Hmm, i gotta say though....... I SUCKED-ed.

But overall it was still fun lor. XD

xoxo,
~~diamonds~~homework is my best friend.

unwell.

2009-01-31T05:25:00.000-08:00

i'm not crazy i'm just a lil' unwell.

I, have seriously, given up, on writing long LOOOONNNGG posts.

Everytime I try to, someone or SOMETHING stops me.

Anyway, went to Jo, Ming and Shuennie's house yesterday to bai nian.

Then went to ou to...
watch a movie--> InkHeart
eat dinner---> Sakae Sushi.
eat ice cream from---> BURGER KING(wtfbbq?!)
walked towards the rainforest(ou's indoor "rainforest" lahh, nearby the playground) there and saw DAMN LOT of couples, S-M-O-O-C-H-I-N-G!!
Ahhahahahahah... There we were 5 jakun people, giggling while we peek at couples kissing.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxxxxx

I had some weird stroke or something last night.
My cramps were killing me and I was shivering non stop under the covers.
So, there i was curled up in a ball, shivering, screaming on the inside because of the excruciating pain the cramps were giving me.

Woke up this morning to some mad people having a lion dance, with firecrackers that sounded like World War 3. Sigh. And I had no appetite at all in the morning.

i.am.so.exhausted.criess.

xoxo,
unwell.

stewpid cows.

2009-01-25T06:57:00.000-08:00

Neh. There's the vid.

Lucky- Jason Mraz feat Colbie ~~Calliat~~ ~~Chialat~~ Caillat(i think?!)

Ask you guys to watch you all will sure say, okok..., but then later never watch wan. Wanna bash up you guys edi. Stewpid moo moo cows.(yeah, using cow's for everything.)

Anyway, its not the real music video but it has lyrics so you guys can sing too. Lol.

Anywayy, have a happy chinese moo year.
i <3 moo's. (ahhaak... tak tau malu)

xoxo,
ifeellikecrap.

Red Season

2009-01-23T07:03:00.000-08:00

The "Red Season" is coming up. Children are rejoicing coz the moolah's(lol. punny) are coming their way and the parents are just effing pissed cos they don't get to get any moolah's anymore, instead they have to give out mooolah like some blardy ATM machine.

CNY for me, is like a season of mixed e'moo'-tions lor. (Lol, gotta stop doing lame puns)

CNY for me can be real unhappy. Last year's CNY wasn't that good cos i had just 'moo'ved and most things were in a real crappy mess, including my already mixed up emotions.

And it SUCKS when you have to live 3 years without ang pau's from part of your family. FTW!
They betta' gimme this year !!

I think CNY is a time for new changes. Just look back at the year before and think about what you didn't like. Then if you wanna change the way it is. This is the best time to do it!

Its a time for new startings and endings of things that you know will never last.
(oh! BoO!)

For me, its an ending. But everytime i throw it away it keeps bouncing back to me. Boo.

Sleeping issue

I haven't been getting enough sleep for the past week. the teachers are NUTS.
Stewpid kitty.
Anyway, just as if I haven't hinted enough, here's a photo i drew for my lil bro who's also a lil' moo moo. He didn't really care for it so its MINE!

Listening to About You Now by Miranda Cosgrove or(not feat) Sugababes.

xoxo,

justwhenyouwereabouttofly,ipulledyouback.i'msorry.

romeo, save me.

2009-01-19T00:35:00.000-08:00

Romeo and Juliet, a play written by William Shakespear is like bloody famous and everybody's using Romeo and Juliet's tragic lurve story to portray undying lurve. So anyway, since the only thing on my mind now is ~~valentine's day~~ romeo and juliet, i shall just bore you guys with stories.

quotes from romeo and juliet.

"See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand! O that I were a glove upon that hand, that I might touch that cheek!"
William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 2.2

Romeo: "Mannn, i wish i was that ~~condom(sorry,mymindisjusttwisted)~~ weird thing she's wearing on her hand."

"Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight!/ For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night."
William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 1.5

Romeo: Hubba hubba! She's a fox! I think i'm in LOVE!

"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name.
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet."
William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 2.2

Juliet: Romeo, ohh, romeo. Where the hell have you been?! Screw off your goddamn father and crappy family and stay with me, LOVE ME! But if you won't , ~~then screw YOU!~~ forget about US! i'll just marry that other hot guy there. *points to random hot guy* *proceeds to act all pitiful*

"O my love, my wife!
Death, that hath suck'd the honey of thy breath
Hath had no power yet upon thy beauty."
- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 5.3

Romeo: Ohh, my one and only true LURVVEE. *sobs like mad* You're DEADDD!!! And even though I can't kiss your sweet lips anymore, since you're, like, a CORPSE. *eww-eth(read: ye olde language for "ewww")*(i won't even TRY!) but you still look so friggin GORGEOUS! Rawrr!! *gets all ~~horny~~*

xoxo,
eww-eth

* mann, i'm so wu liao.

it ends...tomorrow.

2009-01-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

Many thanks to those that are going to the concert tomorrow to support us.

Yess, many thanks.

Will post more about it after the concert, cos i'm like bloody tired out right now.

Yes, i left home at 7am and reached home at 10pm. thats...15 hours of not being at home, not resting... Yadaaa....

Yeah.

xoxo,
hee ching, OUT!

you're so gayyyy!!

2009-01-15T01:15:00.000-08:00

I hate the way some people change the topic to cover up HIS incompetence as a teacher.

All I hear from your damn mouth is bullshit trying to put the blame on me. I've gotta say I was wrong, but then did you have to relate my inability(which had N-O-T-H-I-N-G, read: NOTHING, to do with me being absent or present)to understand what "blarrr" language that comes out of your frigging mouth and push the blame to me for not going?!

What type of a SICK gay philosophy is that?!?

Screw lah!

i'm sorry god, for I have sinned.
Really, I was provoked, i mean.
that S.O.B that has not learned,
that hell hath no fury like a women SCORNED! (shut up! I can't rhyme well. eff off if you gotta problem with that!)

I just had to insert the last phrase.

that is,

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED! (if you read literature, it actually means: No one is angrier than a woman who has been ~~rejected in love~~ discriminated by a fat dude.

Well, something like that. XD

xoxo,
iwannabreakyourfingersoff!

I'm pooped.

2009-01-08T01:12:00.000-08:00

Probably should write this tomorrow instead but since I'm ~~soooo free~~(yeah right) trying to release some stress nao. I decided that I should just blog about the 1st week of school.

Oh, by the way! It's thursday already. The forth day of school. But these four days were very veRY VERY long to me. Here's the story.

Monday

-Alright, kinda excited for the first day of school.

-Kinda tired since its the first time I woke up so early for the past two months. Lol.

-Reached school at approx. 7.15am liddat. The front gate is like effing jam. Momentarily thought came to my mind: Stupid kids and parents. **by kids I mean the form 1's.

-Went to the assembly place and it seemed kinda weird that i don't see the form fives anymore(oh, what am I talking about, WE'RE the form fives!!).

-Saw crazy form 1's from the same pri school reunting with the X's and the O's and "stupid kids." passed my mind again.

-Sung Negara-Kuku, "The King's Feet is so Mulia" a.k.a Duli yang Maha Mulia*, and the school anthem.

* a random fact for you guys: Duli means the king's feet, and since we're soooo beneath him, we worship his feet, apparently.

-Listen to the new rules, and the new system: Apparently, we're using demerit system nao. Ooooo. I've still got my 100points, i hope.

-Paid attention when they were showing this year's Dicipline teacher's. Lol.

-Went back to class and start off by snatching our places. Our old place(THE best place) were snatched away. =( So we sat right at the back of the class, where we have a larger view-point. Yes people, that means we can see whateeevver you do. So, be careful when you're scratching your ass or picking your nose. We see eeevvverrrythingggg!!!*evil laugh*

-Our form teacher is also our bio teacher a.k.a cik haslinda -- D'oh!

-Paid the total fee's of: rm 1.50 XD

-Started class, had some really great teachers, inc. Pn./Datin Tan Kok Suan -- chem teach.

-Had Chem and Add Maths HW.

-Went back home and started doing my hw. Oooh, so rajin leh! (hot hot chicken shit nia lah).

-Tried to wrap my books, only successfully wrapped 3 books.

-Started our first class of Form 5 Add Maths tuition -- Pn Tan(she asked me to come earlier next time. Boo.)

-New student inc. Joey a.k.a Joelle, Celia(she didn't come coz she was sick) a.k.a Cecilia, and Angela a.k.a .... umm... Angela?!

-Went home all tired out. Boo!!

-Oi oixzxzxzxzxzxzxxxzxzx!!

Tuesday

-Can't really remember anything much but we had LOTS of hw today.
- Went for my first English tuition. FTW. The teacher is blurness much.
-Went to see our bio tuition teach. Got experiment tim!

Wednesday

-Started our first chem experiment today.

-Started out real slow but ended up we succeeded. Yipee!!

Me <3's bubbles!!

-Started our first bio experiment.

-Spilled red ink juice on Yi Qing's book. OMFG! SORRY!!!!1!!!1

-Did peka's.

-Had pn. gan for mod maths.

-Went for library duty, siented. --> Serena and Wan Ting => pancaragam.

-Learnt peribahasa from Wei Mae => hangat hangat tahi ayam ---translated into----> hot hot chicken shit. LOL to the MAXXXX!!

-Got home, and prepared for BM tuition. Sighed.

- Went to BM tuition and it was PACKED TO THE MAX! gmoftwqbb!!

Lol.
-Came home, had dinner, and off to BC tuition.

-Scary incident when the old lady appeared at the window. Lol.

-Came home all tired out but tried to finish my Add Maths hw. Rajin leh me. (I swear its hot hot chicken shit!)

-Oi oi.

Thursday

-Went to school in pinafore. Rareness, the sight.

-Ended up talking at most of our classes. inc. Add Maths while Pn. Tan ST(dicipline teach.) was teaching. Lol, demerits much.

- Talked about drunkards and laughed at "piaaang's" erhem.

-Physics book come liao, omfg!!! Everyone go and chiong books. I felt lazy siao, ma let them chiong first.

-Suddenly YL screamed to MT: Your wan is over here!!!! Look, mei tin running leh!! and chiong both "cool cool"zai's phy. textbk and practical. hang fook-nessss leh her!! Where's MINE?!?!? Lol. Gave up, took one leng zhai's practical book. Saw another used textbook, flipped to the last page, Xxxxxx Xxx, throws away, thinks "not leng chai!!" ~~Yes, people. We were chionging text books today cos of leng chai's!!~~ Lol.

-Talked much. Heard ming ming's presentation about yean yean. Funny much, though quite mean.

-School end. Went pancaragam.

-Played for first hour. Stoned for the next. Heard teacher say he was gonna bring us alto horns. Thought to myself: !!qbbftwgmo How I suppose to play woh! My note reading oh-lay-dee suxxx lyke shiat! Tulan-ted for the rest of the time, while trying to play the broken french horn.
** I got play wan okay! Just not that loud cos I scared I blow wrong sound and everyone laugh at me!!

-Waited for dad for an hour coz they let us out early. Talked to ming ming the whole time.

-Came home, tore off clothes, put on clothes, and blorrggg!!

TADAAAAAAHHH!!!

Long days, loooong loooooooong days.

xoxo,
tired siao~

Oh-emm-eff-jee!!

2009-01-05T01:25:00.000-08:00

Ooh, guess what?!

We're back to school!!

And yeah, I just changed the header, ftw!!!

Yea, I know.

And, I reopened my blog!!!

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SOMETHINGGG....

ruined my mood for the whole day.

But yeah, maybe I shouldn't keep holding on to the past....
and... it's not like anything really happened anyway.

The only player in this game was me and me alone, there weren't any extra players in there. But I just had to pretend that I'm playing against another to not feel like such a doofus.
.
. .
. . .
. . . .
. . . . .
It's time to stop pretending.

`Stop pretending that i'm sooo addicted when i'm so obviously not.

`Stop pretending like a drama queen cos there's no reason to. (lol, quite ironic tho)

`Stop pretending that this song fits what i'm going through now when it truly isn't what is really happening.

Time to stop this stupid infatuation.

Ugghhh... I need to go to rehab.

Ironically, i'm listening to Rehab by Rihanna naoo.(not the Rehab by Amy ~~Whine~~house)

xoxo,
iloveuihateu

One Long Post

2009-01-03T23:04:00.001-08:00

Before I start, I should warn you that this, is gonna be a DAMN LONG POST.

So, I'll probably highlight the important parts and if you're one of those lazy readers just read the coloured words.

See, my blog is sooooo user friendly. *bangga... XD*

1. Malacca Trip
Can't really say much since all that needs to be said can be found in YiLing's or Sara's blogg. Might as well fly there and read loh, hor.

Few extra things that happen ah...
1. We took damn lot of piccies at the wide football field in front/by the side of Mahkota Parade Mall. Bahahaahah. We did JUMP SHOTS!! **refer to YL or Sara's blog. Ehehe.

Piccies ahh....
XD
Mostly oso the same wan lah. So probably won't blog much about this, YET, i think. =s

I think the next thing on the list would be...

2. Xmas?? (bah. nothing happened. it ended up one of the worst days of all others. Pleh.)

Anyhoo... NEXT UP!

3. Mei mei Tin tin's Xmas PAaaAaaaAAaarrrrteeeehHHHH!1!!1!!11
Piccies....:D

Tsk. tsk. miss empty acting like a supposedly dolphin.
Spot SY no. 2 on the left side. XD

Cy <3's/<3-ed>

My eyes are getting reaaaall small!!
P.S. the cat's eyes are Scaaaarrrrr-eeeeyyy!!
PPS. Spot Yi Min on the left. XD

Decent/Indecent photo of us/me?! Shut up!! I know!!
P.S: Is that Felicia*cough*300~~billion~~ringgitwinnercongrats*cough* behind there?!?

All smiles. XD

P.S. Ooh! My hair looks a lil' brown.

4. Koperasi Duty?!

Went for Koperasi today. Started off by sorting the damn track pants. It's a bloody mess!!! And kind of dusty too. Eeeeeyerrr!!

Then had to face these 2 parents with their child who just can't stop staying in the Koperasi and asking us for the unwritten rules of the school.

Bla blaa... It's gonna be a tough world, lady, but you gotta let him go.

Anywayyy... Went to CP after that to have lunch.

*special thanks to David the Sia for bringing the whole lot of us to ~~midvalley~~ centrepoint. XD Much, much appreciation.

at....

McDonalds!! ["badaa daa daa daaaaa.... i'm lovin' it." Lol. Old story. Now is, "i like to move it, move it!!"]

i had them chicken mcnuggets with mcsweetn'sour sauce.

Then we lepak-ed around CP. Apparently Baskin Robbin's having 31% sale that day oso, despite being the eve of new year's eve. Bah! Didn't buy anything but shuennie bought 2 pints (read: pie-nnnn-tehh Lol.)

Oh, before that we bought one of the most scandalous movie's ever.

Since, HY a.k.a movieguru a.k.a personthatalwaysseemstohavewatchedthemovieassoonasitgoesonthescreens haven't watched it yet.

WE(shuen, HY and Yrs truly) decided to watch it.

" *tooot* and the city " Lol. PG13 lah can?

Lets sayy.... this movie watching experience is very....informative.... and... straightforward....

*awkward-ness*

5. New Year's Eve Countdown.

I'll let the pics do the talking. But there's only like... 3?! I'll get more from HY's PDA phone.

HY the mad dog and Yrs truly...laughing like mad dogs.

Me and Yeeeaaaaaannn!!

Mmhm. Damn right shuennie's the luckiest girl that day!!

Anddd....there's
6. Back to school(tomorrow)

Gonna be a tough year, good luck y'all!

xoxo lorr,
perfectionistiamnot,ithink.

Must.Change.Layout.

2009-01-03T23:02:00.000-08:00

Any suggestions?

xoxo,
hee*space*ching.

the little drummer boy. xD

2008-12-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

Merry X'mas Eve to all!!!

yeah, hopefully, i've been in the "nice" list this year and santa will grant me my wish!

super-uber-hot-male-model-esque-slave-for-life man, i'm such a sadist.

Anyway, Merry X'mas all! Have a great new year! Oh, and the best of the remaining of your holidays. *evil smirk* ~~I just had to remind you guys.~~

xoxo,
santaclausiscomin'totowwwnnn!!

Ta taaa...

2008-12-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

18/12/08
It's the day before the Melaka trip. So i guess i'm here to say tata to you guys. I'll be away for awhile.

Well, not that long. Just 3 Days 2 Nights.

=)

Will blog when I come back. Ta ta.

Please refer to the post before for updates. =)

xoxo,
=))))))))))))

*i'm just gonna fake a smile cos when i frown, you're really DEAD.

B.L.A.C.K.M.A.I.L

2008-12-14T05:11:00.001-08:00

You wanna backstab me, fine. You wanna laugh at me, fine.

But, never, NEVER EVER, try to blackmail me!

For the people that even tried to blackmail me, I'll remember you FOREVER.

While you're sitting there and gloating that you'll be remembered forever. Just remember its for all the wrong reasons.

I will remember you. I will always remember you. I will dig up your deepest darkest secret. I will DIG UP PLENTY OF YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS. I WON'T EVEN CARE WHO YOU ARE TO ME, BE IT BEST FRIEND, BROTHER, MOTHER, GRANDMOTHER. I WILL GO TO ANY POINT JUST TO GET SOMETHING THAT WILL PUSH YOU TO THE EDGE OF THE CLIFF. and, i'll wait. wait till you're at the most highest point in your life. wait till your life is oh-so-perfect. at the point where you've got EVERYTHING to lose. And I will unleash it at you right there, right then.

never ever TRY to blackmail me, you WILL regret it.

Cos I never forget, remember this, I NEVER FORGET.

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Death threats, aside.

....

Oh, here's another death threat.

....

OH! I won't bother. Still fuming about the blackmail thing.

I HATE BLACKMAIL!

xoxo,
trymeandiwillkillyou.

/Update

Yes, for those who dare try me. I will seriously KILL you.
*kill referring to make your life a living hell, yes.

Refer to before post for a tiny change that will explain ~~it all~~ most of it.

just live your life;

2008-12-12T06:40:00.000-08:00

Umm...

*stone*

An hour later....

*still stoning*
(Oh yea. I always wanted to know what stone is. People seem to use the word "stone" alot. Why?! What does it mean exactly? Does it mean that a person is too shocked-ed to move, thus, he's like a stone? Or does it mean someone too high on druggie's he's STONED?! ftw. Just wondering. ANyone care to explain? XD)

Sorry lah, i've got nothing to write about.

I'm just stoning from day to day waiting for the trip to come.

Oh, btw, its ming's birthday in 5 days.

17/12/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING!

The colour is just a small tribute to the hair colour you have now. Lol.

Well, actually its more of a coppery colour. Still, all i have to say is, ming, use another colour. =)

And maybe we're going out to celebrate but apparently most of us are busy at the correct times and pissed off at the suitable times. nemaaaii... Don't understand oso can. :D
(for the person that doesn't deserve it)

you know you love me.
xoxo,
copperrryyy...

Ooh, its a sunrise!

2008-12-09T23:54:00.000-08:00

After long and endless days of Stage 2 Depression(this includes a mix of PMS and my inner monster breaking out). I have HEALED!

=) So maybe the depression started from mommie. But thank god she ended it.

She ain't heavy, she's my mom. =D

*sunnies* XD

xoxo,
bettergetsomeshadesandsunscreen.

leave out all the rest;

2008-12-06T01:26:00.000-08:00

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

xoxo,
causenooneelsecared

an empty, empty life.

2008-12-05T05:14:00.000-08:00

Yeah. It's me again. Moaning. About how my life sucks and etc.

I blame it on PMS.

GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grrr... I can't help getting irritated by the smallest thing in the world. I can't help but burst out in tears whenever things don't go my way. I'm a bloody WRECK!

My hair looks very shiny and silky though. =) *admires hair in mirror*

Ugh. I'm soooo freaking unhappy and irritated and emotional right now.

*quote* Cheryl from "According to Jim"

" Upset?! YOU...WANNA SEEE...UPSET?!?!?!?!?!?!? "

I'm really breaking down into pieces here and it doesn't help that I can't get out of this bloody house I'm living in. Bloody male chauvinist pigs of a mom. Yeah. I know it may sound wrong but my mom is always on the male side! And when I told her that she shouldn't treat her children different, she just said: " Yea mah. He's the youngest, so he deserves more love."

I DON'T LIKE THAT AT ALL.

If it were like that, I'd say, "I love Dad more cause he gives me more money. And, in my world, money = love."

But then, she'd say, "I'm paying for the bills, so you shattap!"

and that,my friends, is how i am mistreated in this house.

And don't even get me started on my ~~bitch~~ brothers, *the following part was deleted cause of overexcessive violence*... The main thing is, they are both ~~very~~ PURE evil.

Aiyah. Moan more later lah. My hair needs my attention. *croons*

xoxo,
~~fuck~~doublestandards!

Furious.

2008-12-03T23:42:00.000-08:00

Kind of furious that they cut off the bedroom kissing scene in Twilight. Grrr....

Anyway, it took me like ages to find it on youtube. Probably cause I'm a 'tube-tard. Nahhh... I blame it on youtube...

Anyway, since they cancelled of the stupid baseball scene I hunted down, I'm gonna post up another vid of the kissing scene! Yaaaaaayyy!!!

So all you Malaysian people can see it and not be opressed by the numbnuts from the censoring department of somewhere. Rawwrr..!!

I will NOT deprave people of the much needed HAWWT KISSING SCENE!!

Hmmm? XD Naishh??

Anyway, according to the comments, they said Bella actually said "f***' at the point 1:05 in the vid. I checked it out and I couldn't hear ANYTHING! So, if anyone hears anything, tell me kay!
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Went to see yean in curve today. X) qian heng was there working too. Browsed the teddy's for awhile and the price was like wt-....
**the following entry was deleted because it contained ~~p0Rn~~ "un-true" facts about the pricing of the teddies and because the owner of this blog is scared she will be pummelled to death. =(

xoxo,
*mimicks mr. bean* Tedddyyyyy!!!

ooh baby don't you know I suffer!

2008-12-02T07:43:00.001-08:00

/update
Blogged like damn lot about World AIDS Day yesterday but couldn't finish. So i guess its gonna remain that way. Hmm...

Anyway, for those that are kind enough, you should always give out some love to the people with AIDS(coughs. i'm not talking about making love, so you get the idea. XD)

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Guess what mua did today. =)

WATCHED TWILIGHT!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

*coughs*
It would have lasted much long but i'm getting excited over the movie like 10 hours after the movie. Sheeshh!

Whenever i think of it, it makes me smile.

Yeah, when I was watching it I gotta say some parts were boring but ,DAMN, I didn't know it would make such an impression on me!

Oh, oh! And screw the people that cut ofthe freaking kissing part, its suppose to be THE MOST IMPORTANT KISSING PART lah! SCREW YOU! I shall curse you to never kiss like edward cullen can ever! Rawwrr...

For now, I haven't seen edward cullen kiss except for the last scene which was just like pecking, and wasn't hot enough, like the supposedly kiss in the bedroom scene. Rawrrrr!!!

And, what's with the scene where stephenie meyer suddenly appeared, that was like, RANDOM!

Reviews of Twilight:
On a scale of 1-10 : 7.5
Favourite Scene: BASEBALL scene!! YOU KNOW YOU LOVES IT!
Favourite Character: teehee. edward. or jasper. or alice. or carlisle. or charlie.
Least Favourite Character: It'd be..... (ask me if you wanna know)
Hottest Cullen: It's between Jasper or Edward. =s (indecisive)
Funniest Character: Well, most are kind of funny but I gotta say Charlieee or maybe Rosalie. or Edward(nemaii..). XD Sorry, the scene where he's taking her to the prom was awkward yet real funny. And when Charlie was playing with his gun when Bella introduced her "new bf" was damn funnaayyy!!!

Weirded out moments:
Taylor Lautner's weird nose.
Laurent is black?! Tyler is black?!(not trying to be a racist but it was just weird cos stephenie meyer didn't say they were black, but oh well, they actually did quite good. XD )
Eric is Asian?!
And Angela's suppose to go with BEN lah! Not weirdo-Asian-kinda cute though-Korean(ftw?!)-Eric.
Who the hell is Waylon?!
James is suppose to have black hair.

Tiny facts about twilight I can't seem to let go:
Jasper(Jackson Rathbone!) is hot!
Edward(Robert Pattinson) is hairy!
Alice(Ashley Greene) was the perfect Alice.
Carlisle(Peter Facinelli or something) does look like a model!
Edward can be ugly at some angles. (Oh god! The fan club is coming to kill me!!!)
Esme(Elizabeth Reeser or something) is that girl from Grey's Anatomy that had "something something" with Dr. Karev, she was Ava.
Bella(Kirsten Stewart) really has an unproportioned lips. As in fuller on the upper lip.
Edward can be damn hot at some angles.
Bella's eyebags were horrible throughout the show.
Mike really had some baby fat coming outta that chin.
Emmett(Kellan Lutz) is the guy from 90210.
Kellan Lutz was the perfect Emmett too! He really had the cute dimples.
The Cullens talk real loud for vampires. =s
Edward walks real slow, for a vampire.
The apple thing still amuses me. XD(jakun)

I <3 BASEBALL SCENE!

-supermassive black hole- rawrr...

xoxo,
twilight.

tralalaaaa

2008-11-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

Had a fit about today's dinner. Too bland. Mom screamed at me for being such a picky eater.

Hey! This is the product of watching too much of asian food channel hokay?!

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Went to pancaragam today. Had 4 blood-and-gorey hours. Sat under the fan freezing while trying to sucessfully blow my french horn....but failed. BAH!

Must practice more.

Alright, speaking of pancaragam. Just wanna tell you guys about our band concert thats happening on the 17th of January next year at KBU college.

This would be our 2nd time having a concert and I gotta say we ~~rockk!!~~ may not be one of the best but we're growing, like a flower, what do you call it?

oh yea, BLOSSOMING.

And that, my friends, is the title of our concert this year.

Tickets are available at RM10 per tix, per person. To get tickets, you can contact any of us pancaragam members of SMKBU3 to obtain it.

So you may be wondering why should you succumb to this? because you gotta support us!

You gotta admit us pancaragam people may look like we're always in our own delusional world but we really are nice people and maybe if you're always wondering what our delusional world looks like, come to our concert and maybe, just maybe, you'll get a glimpse of what that dream world of ours is.

Curious?

Well, what you waiting for people! Get the tix, from ME(especially)! Contact me at siaheeching@hotmail.com for more info. =D

xoxo,
blossoming~

Dear Santa,

2008-11-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

Okay, it may be a tad too early for christmas cheers, a month to early. =.=

Anyhoo...

I am currently planning my christmas shopping list. XD
Yeah, i know i'm nuts.

Really can't wait for christmas!!!

Alright, I know hoping too much is gonna jinx it for me but I can't help it.

Thats why i gotta plan it out so I don't end up moaning like a ~~bitch~~ on christmas.

Things to do before christmas:
1. Do good. -- yesh, shanta...i've been a good gal.*fakes innocent face*
2. Buy accesories to look festive.
3. Buy a ~~DAMN~~ (cough. must stop swearing. do good you noe.) CHRISTMAS TREE.(maybeh!)
4. *coughs* maybe apologise to a certain someone, or some people for insulting their group name. eheh. Sorry la. can? ** doing good
~~5. Kiss a beggar.Spread the lovvvee.~~ not so extreme yet.
5. Apologise to parents for being an insensitive/oversensitive ~~bitch~~ this year.
6. Hug and thank besties because they've been there for me whole year round.
7. Most importantly, do good, be ~~safe~~good, and spread the cheer, baybeh!

xoxo,
spreadthelove,allaround. -- ~~kiss a beggar.~~

emo emo days.

2008-11-25T08:06:00.000-08:00

yep. why would i call it emo?

*clears throat* well, because i'm not enjoying the hols as much as you doofus' tht go out every single freaking day!!

it's staying home day after day after day... then going to tuition after tuition...then staying home again, rottin' away.

when i go online, hmm, not much people to talk to. probably cos i never add anyone unless they add me, so i don't bother to go meet new people, annndd, if you don't talk to me first, i won't talk to you, its my policy, whyy?? you may ask, well, its coz sometimes, when i talk to someone, they never talk back, ftw, damn rude lor, plus, i damn hate it when i already put in the effort to talk to you and you nvr talk back, geddit?

lol. long long ranting. hmm. but still nothing interesting.

oh, went to the park today again with my park buddies a.k.a shuennie and sha lee. Lol-ed, probably cos they live close-by. then we walked all the way to community hall to get sha lee's bike back from jia sheng, oh, and i saw someone's bunny and stared jakun-ley, and then, jia sheng borrowed me 5 bucks cos i kept hinting to him how thirsty and hungry i was, lol, sorry, thanks anyway ~~for belanja-ing me~~, will return your 500 cents sometimes, in coins. meheheheh... sat down while guys from pancaragam played volley, hit me once and when it threatened to hit me twice, i screamed like a bitch, muahahaa... then the kiut little boy say: " ZHONG GUAI ARR?!(bump into ghost ar?!)" Damn right lil' kid, i did!!! Altho he's damn kiut lor.
same age as my lil' bro. =s. meh, he born at the wrong decade. then talked abt marks and college and then went back home, yes, to ROT again.

*sniff* *sniff*
whats that smell ah???
oh, its just me, ROTTIN'!

xoxo,
rottingaway.

** too lazy to spice up the post. as always. teehee.

ftw.

2008-11-23T03:17:00.000-08:00

Watching some new malaysian show on 8tv now. It's called, Love is NOT Blind. =s

Apparently, one of the first scene was filmed near our school, in front of KBU. ftw!! Our school appeared on TV!!!

meh.

Continuing,can't wait for twilight!!

Currently reading eclipse online.

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I’ve tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

-Robert Frost-

xoxo,
sleepiness.

People's Mag 2008's SEXIEST MEN ALIVE!

2008-11-20T09:19:00.000-08:00

Yep yep yep. The list may still be a mystery but the No. 1 SEXIEST MAN ~~DEAD OR~~ ALIIVVEE issss...........

*drummmrooolllllll*

HUGH JACKMAN -- father,husband,actor,wolverine,van helsing and sexiest man alive this year(2008).

Make way for royalty, biatches!

Others including,

Zac Efron(now or never, baybeh!) -- male lead in all HSM movies,

Ed WestWick -- xoxo, you know we love ya! -- This pic just doesn't do him any justice, i can see his nose hair from here! Lol.

Mr. I-Broke-World-Recordssss -- Micheal Phelps(ftw?!) -- well celebrated sex symbol, *hint* swimming is the sport for all!

Rob Pattinson a.k.a edward cullen( bite me! lols.) -- his eyes really are GREEN! *phwoar!*,

David Beckham -- like we wouldn't expect him to appear here,typical.

Craig, Daniel Craig... (007~) his fave bond girl is not the Olga girl(Oops, Olga girl feels insulted!) but his wife(awwsss...)

Robert Buckley(too bad ladies, he's into older women! *joking!)

The full list hasn't came out yet,anyway.

So, keep your eyes open, ~~your sex radar high~~ and watch out for People's Magazine 2008's Sexiest Men Dead or Alive!

xoxo,
the~~hotness~~lengchai-ness. lol.

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Forgive me if I sound lil' bit like the Perez' but can't help it! Hot guyss!!!*starstruck*

111th Post

2008-11-18T23:00:00.000-08:00

Lol. I better stop counting the posts before someone label me as a "jakun monkey".

But, i seem to be much attracted to the number 111.

Maybe its cos I'm some sad loser that loves to get number 1. So triple the one , ma triple the FUN?!

or
Maybe its coz I've been seeing triple ones everytime I look at my digital clock. Scary huh?

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Anyway, was coming back from my sis' birthday lunch and that was when I got a call from Shuennie.
and.....

OMFG. THE RESULTS HAVE COME!

Yes people. It's D-Day for us all.

When I got home, I looked for the envelope, and tore the flap open. I pulled out a piece of paper and tried to read the info that was on it from the back of it.

I couldn't really face the results, so I decided to read from the back. I looked below, anxious to see my Kedudukan Kelas. I think I saw a 12. And I came to the conclusion that I got 12th in class.

Still breathing deeply, I looked at my marks.
BM - XX% B3
BI - XX% A1 (yayyy!!)
Moral - XX% A2 (It's suppose to be A1 since its above 75 but they written A2 =( )
Sejarah - XX% B4 (ftw?!)
Mod Maths - XX% A1
Add Maths - XX% A2 (Yet again. It's above 75 but its still an A2)
Physics - XX% A2 (Same as the above)
Chem - XX% A2 (Same as above)
Bio - XX% B3 (ftw. Meh. I always sucked at these.)
BC - XX% B4 (ftw. Mom's not gonna be happy.)
PJK - XX% B4 (ftw?!)
Civic - XX% A1 (ftw?! Either ways, he count wrong my marks edi. stupiak teacher!)

Bil. Matapelajaran : 12
Jumlah Markah: 875 ( over 1200 i think??)
Peratus: 72.92% =S
Pencapaian Gred: 7A5B
Gred Purata(ftw is this?!): 2.42
Kedatangan: whateverrr...
Keputusan: LULUS XD
Kedudukan Dalam Kelas: X/35

If you wanna know what I got, and if you got the guts. ASK ME. Rawwwrrr!!

xoxo,
meluvyoulongtime.

Hot and Cold;

2008-11-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

Seeing that there's quite abit of stuff lined up for me to do every weekend. I'm gonna state here on my blog which I will be going, and which I will be not.

I seriously would go for all but my mom just gave me some bollocking about studying. Pah! Bullcrap. Nobody's gonna study during the hol's mom, betta' give up!

*coughs* Continuing...

19/11/08(wednesday)
My sis' birthday lunch at sushi king.
GOING! It's a free lunch! How can I decline something that is free? lol.

21/11/08(friday)
Pancaragammm...
Still thinking if I should actually go.... Hmm.

22/11/08(saturday)
Reunion of the PC2 people.
I probably won't be going since most of the people that are going I've seen a billion times already in school. Ahaha. Not to say you guys not important la but my mom just gave me bollocking bout going out too much. Plus, I went out already on monday. =S

30/11/08(sunday)
Shopping and TWILIGHT with Tin and Yean.
If there's a twilight. there's a me. XD (excuse my lame-ness)

3/12/08(wednesday)(?!)
Poolside Potluck Reunion.
Probably would go if there isn't any tuition that day. =S Effing BM lor.

19/12/08(friday)-21/12/08(sunday)
Melaka A'Famosa trip with Olimpik(tuition) people
Wanna go but if it clashes with Singapore. ftw. Sorry loh.

Somewhere in December...
Singapore Trip with Family
Probably Ming's and Jo's church's Christmas Party(if i'm invited that is. muahaha.)

Otherwise, i'm free. So ask me ouutttt!!!

***********************~<3
Tried job hunting yesterday in ou.

Failed.

Only signed up for one which was SoxWorld and they haven't called so, boohoo.

Ask me out lorr. Kay?
xoxo,
Loooovee, ~~tyra~~ heeching.

OMGGG!!! TWILIGHHTT!

2008-11-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

Omggg!! Just heard the new Twilight song.

OMMGGG!!! It totally rawwwkkkksss!!

*screams like a maniacal fan girl*

Can't wait! Can't waitttt!!!

TWILIGHT! TWILIGHT! TWILIGHHT!!!

Anyway, here's one of the soundtracks of Twilight the movie.

Decode- Paramore

XD

Just. so. happy.

XD XD XD

xoxo,
me<3twilight.

boredom.

2008-11-14T07:14:00.000-08:00

No doubt blogging too much is harmful to your health.

Why?!Lemme rephrase, blogging to much is harmful to your and your reader's health.
Reasons?

It's harmful to your readers because you may bore them, or it can be too interesting till people start stalking you. Lol. Stalking is bad.

It's harmful to you cos your fingers will have blogtoomuch-meningitis, its a disease that was rare in the past but is much common right now since the blogger virus started and people start blogging too much their hand have been stuck in a horrible disfigured way.

OMFG!

Lol. Sorry. Just pulling your ****.

Pix!(this is wat i do when i'm bored)

My sis' birthday prezzie from some random person. I insisted we call it "Pookie!" like Garfield's bear. But my sis' strongly objected seeing that the way we pronounce Pookie also resembles a word thats supposedly vulgar. I'll let you guys do the guessing.

Been reading this lately. Don't let the boring cover and the equally boring title repell you away from this baby. It's quite nice actually. As the very old people have said and continuously said again: "Don't judge a book by its cover". Although... does anyone think that the guy resembles Tom Welling?! a.k.a "the guy from smallville" a.k.a mr young superman. Or not?!

Lol. Must stop dreaming of him.

Me luuuvvvvvs Pookie. Aren't you the gooooodest bear ever.

Me wuvs U. U wuvs me?

************************************************~<3

Currently looking for a job thats NOT in a restaurant. Restaurant jobs.... SUCK!

*coughs* no offence.

xoxo,
over and out- JOBLESS!

tagged by tin tin

2008-11-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

Ooh! My first ever tag... (yeah. call me jakun or whatever....)

How you do the Letter Meme :

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;-Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you

-.1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burnGreece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Dear tin tin,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head In your camping car and I saw you Sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're Cowardly enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked A new life as a clone.Go burnGreece - Your everlasting enemy.

Loves;hee ching
P/S: You are so lifeless, Cranky banana, -meitin-

Uh....huh. Right.

Facts about this letter:
1. It claims that I'm lesbo.

2. Apparently tin tin likes to sit on random famous people

3. She has a butterfly collection

4. And we actually did bought a ring together. Woahh!!(except I didn't return it to her seeing that I paid for the ring myself.)

xoxo,
over and out. *beeeeeeeeeeep*

moodless.

2008-11-12T19:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm.

moodless.

Alright, better stop myself from writing all these one-worded blogs.

Can't help it, kay! When your totally moodless(and job-less?!) during the hols.

Wanna go get school mag but nobody teman.

What?! Call me a sissy but i'm feeling real sensitive and emotional right now. I even cried yesterday when my pc couldn't connect to the internet. Thats how emo I am right now.

***********
It's been 2 days since I saw it.
I know I don't usually see it but I just can't help feeling like shit when I don't.
blaahhh.
emo-ness much.
Wanna break free from this house! Break free and....jump in a POOL!
***********

This being alone at home is killing me.

I've actually agreed to go to all the primary school reunion stuff without even asking my mom. Probably can lah.

May be going to singapore end of the year. FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!
(lol. jakun-ness.)

May or may not be going Melaka with tuition people. Depends on the price most probably and if its even happening. Mostly won't be going since sha lee's not. Or maybe I should go alone and learn how to berdikari for once. Or maybe it isn't even happening since nobody's really going.

Bah. When that time comes only I see lah!

So you see for my hols I gots NOTHING really planned.

ASK ME OUT LAAAAAA!!!!

xoxo,
wtf-ness.

2008-11-11T22:34:00.000-08:00

Sigh.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Hmm...
.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
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.
.
Sighhh...

xoxo,
can't help it.

bye bye.

2008-11-11T03:37:00.000-08:00

im a ~~teddy~~ felt monster(apparently!) thats torn up on the inside.

The Last Day Of My Form 4 Life.

2008-11-07T07:08:00.001-08:00

And its over.

It just passed like this.

It wasn't exactly the most perfect day like how we planned it. Should have been more nuts but just couldn't.

And then its gone.

I never got a chance to say goodbye. =s

xoxo,
over and out.

nothing feels right about today;

2008-11-06T06:56:00.000-08:00

"10 minutes", the tzu said.
.
.
.
"5 minutes," the tzu said.
.
.
.
"2 minutes," the tzu said.
.
.
.
"ok, i take your papers nao," says pn asmani.
*random ppl screaming dunno for what*
and its over. thats all.

no fireworks. no ka-bish, ka-boom, ka-BANG!

nothing. nada. zilch.

Sucks today.

Skipped pancaragam cos I thought ou was gonna be much funner.

According to shuen. I made the right choice. Pancaragam was rubbish today. Teacher just threw us a bunch of dates during the hols and expect us to show up.

Oh, and he blabbed much. Typical.

Went to ou and watched mamma mia.

"gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight..."
(what?! I love that song only.)

Conversation with hon yu about it:

hon yu says:
how was mamma mia

heeching. * мў đęмοлş & диĝЄĿς * + us against the world ('.') + says:
mamma mia, here i go again, my my, how am i suppose to tell ya?

Lol-ed.

Okay. Bad joke.

Then ate in fish and co. till full and had to go back cos mom was pissed.

=s

Went back and started having a horrible time thinking bout 2moro.
blardy pancaragam. i just can't seem to enjoy it. =s

If you can tell me how, i will... be very grateful.
Thanks much.

xoxo,
over and out.

The 100th Insignificant Post

2008-11-01T05:03:00.000-07:00

Ooh! Guess what?

It's my hundredth post.

Yeah, so what if I said I was gonna post after exams. Bleh! After exams, it's gonna be a special one.

The 101st post!

Lol.

Since 100th is so overused and overrated. I'm gonna just treat this post like any other post.

Alright, updates yea?

1. Exam week.

Well, so far so...BAD! It's horrible. I studied early but it didn't help. So much for torturing myself a month before. I end up not remembering anything during the exams.

Tip 1: Never study months before exam. Study as close as possible to due date. Probably the day before exam. Neh!

Biolo~~oody~~gy was quite horrible too. Got 35/50 for Paper 1. Shuen insisted it was good. I thought it was okay till she told me she got 44/50. -.- Alright.

Not to mention all my languages were crap too. Probably gonna get like 50 for english and 0 for chinese. Woohoo. Rock on, me! (sigh...i must be going nuts)

Tip 2: Languages suck!

Maths? Oh.my.god.ishh. Mod maths was all fine except one simple question that I left out because it was too hard for me, and apparently too easy for others. *pissed*

Add Maths? Totally screwed Paper 1, the supposedly easier than Paper 2 wan. I tell ya its BULLSHIT! Nobody comes out with questions as hard as that!

Eg: 0.07(to the power of n) is larger than 0.0028
Find the minimum/maximum integer for n.

What the fuck is that suppose to mean?! Crazy nut jobs!

Physics. Hahhahahahah!!! Omfg. Screwed almost everything including essay. The liquid used to make the thermometer should have the heat range of -39 to something really high. But i simply chose the one that is -2000 to 2000( or something) and has adhesion or something. What the fuck wei!

Okay. Okay. Calm Down.

Tip 3: Never panic before exams. Unless a new tip comes up and you've never heard of it before in your life. Grrr.

Sighs. I wasn't gonna say anything about it but the reason my eyes were so bengkak during the day we had chem exam was because I was crying really badly last night. =( For reasons which I will not go further with.

Next Update.

2. Holey Shit(pun)! Twilight's coming out in November!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!

21st November 2008!!!

YAYYYYY!!!! XD *smiles like dumb fool*

Okay, reason I chose this pic(the old poster pic) instead of the newest poster pic is because edward looks really weird in the other one. R. Patz(Rob Pattinson).

The thing about R.Patz is that he can look real good, but he chooses not to(or maybe the camera angle was real bad), an act of humble-ness i think? Probably not. Vampire's can be extremely show-offish. XD

Kidding! Don't kill me edward fans.

Still, he looks dashingly inhuman in this one and less like a monster compared to the other one.

Teehee. Still prefer him as Cedric Diggory though. Muahhahaaa.

xoxo,
over and out.

99th POST!

2008-10-23T02:09:00.001-07:00

Oh WOW! There's still one more post till the big 1 O O.

Alright, so i'm ~~halfway~~ quarter way towards the end of exams and I'll post my 100th post then. After playing till my eyeballs POP! Muahahahahha!!

*coughs*

Sad news. I screwed up my chinese paper. I think I'm gonna get zero. Gaaahh!!! Not only that, after that happened, I had to clip up my friggin fringe like some doofus from the...market.

teehee. no offence.

xoxo,
Till then~

twilight.

2008-10-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

Waiting for this movie like foreverrr....!!!!

It better be shown in MALAYSIA! (cos i, like, checked gsc's website and it not there!! *faints*

Here's the latest Twilight trailer I stumbled upon while stalking someone's blog.

Lol.

Me <3 Twilight.

Luvvs the apple part, don't you?

xoxo,
bellaxedward

must. stop. blogging.

2008-10-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

haha. like never!

still awaiting my baybeh from kissing cat. Personally, i'd prefer a bag but a pouch is alright too. =D

Okay, exam are coming so better start studying like a mad dog(what?! dogs don't STUDY!), means less time on the computer and tv.

But HOW?!

My bro just bought 13 kickass dvd's. Okay, maybe not all kickass la but I'd rather spend time watching them then studying *ugh* BIO! (have tried to study chap 8 for 2 nights and I'm NOT DONE yet! OMG!!)

=P

Cheerio ppl. Exams are coming.

Good luck to PMR people. Yeah, thank god its over for us! HAHAHAHA!!! But SPM's coming so, boohoo.

xoxo,
hc...

Handbag Planet. XD

2008-10-07T09:21:00.000-07:00

So, some mail came today about this thing called handbag planet. Clicked on the URL and saw handbags galore.

Apparently, handbag planet is celebrating their October 15th launch their giving away 24 handbags in 24 hours. O.O

Since the only handbag I got is some crappy denim one that only can fit my wallet, I decided to try out for it.

Chose the blue one since it was one of the best looking ones. =)

As they say, HandBag Planet -- HIGH Fashion Handbags without the HIGH price.

XD~

xoxo,

heeching. <3

These Effing HOT Days

2008-10-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

Gaahh!! Stupid bekalan elektrik in school got cut off and apparently only our glorious Block B is suffering in heat, while those other suckers in Block A getting all pampered in their cozy lil' fan filled class. *censored*

So, decided to skip tomorrow, nah, don't care what my mom says.

Top 5 Reasons NOT to go to school tomorrow:

5. No Electricity (NoooOoOoo...Unacceptable!!)

4. Our school syllabus finish edi. =)

3. Nobody's going cos of the top 2 reasons = LONELINESS!

2. No transport home. (means i gotta walk home, ugh! sweat!

1. It would be a TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!

'nuff sed.

-------------------------------------------------------- <3

Went to kiara hill last sunday. Apparently, my mom thinks my butt is huge. =( (and i do need the exercise) Well, it was my first trip walking there, yeah, so jakun-ness much. XD

Snapped a few photo's while walking up and down the hill, later, i heard my dad told my mom i was an idiot/probably retarded. Lol.

Uphill.

Somewhere amongst the trees is kiara PARK.

Shaded by trees. Freezing cold!!

My FOOT! XD

Monkeeyyy!!!! Lol.

On the way home. Hopefull with a smaller butt. =D

xoxo,
doesmybuttlookbigtoyou?!(don't answer)

bags with an attitude

2008-10-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

*screams*

The Kissing Cat's in towwwnn!!

Read shuennie's post on this fab new shop in cineleisure called the kissing cat and I just had to have it. But it'll be awhile before I actually go to cineleisure with all the exams and stuff so I decided to log on to the URL on shuennie's post to satiate my unsatiable desire for one of those darling clutches.

Couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the range of products they had on their website. WoW! My eyes popped and my jaws DROPPED! Aren't those the most gorgeous things you've ever seen? I spent at least an hour just surfing on this very website while my books were growing mould. These are the few ones that caught my eye:

Retro Diva~

Wow. I really love this bag!! I waaaannntt!!

The Kit~

Shuen's choice.

Hey there~(lol)

This is reaaalllyy gorgeous!

Arc de Triomphe~

Study is Fashion~

The Kissing Cat's product ranges from Shopping Bags, Illustration bags, Canvas Bags, Wristlets, Wallets and so much more to come! I especially loved the Hi Magenta Illustration Bags, their designs are chic and plentiful, their colourful, feminine and also very VERSATILE(to shopping,for makeup,for stationary,money maybe? and more)!

I hear from shuen that the prices are very reasonable too. RM15 for a cosmetic pouch! WOW! So reasonable! I felt the clutch shuen bought today and the material was so soft(soft padded), like puppies(minus the smell), just stuff some cotton in it and ,POOF!, it's a pillow!

Wow. Talk about VERSATILE/MULTIPURPOSE!

I absolutely lovee Looovee LOOVEEE The Kissing Cat!

xoxo,

iheartkissingcat

swing me baybeh!

2008-10-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

Just read this shocking news while stalking someone's blog. OMFG!!

Clicklikemaddd!!

Disturbed. Much.

Condolences my dear tin tin... T.T

------------------------------------------------------------ XD XD XD

Went to the park with shuennie and shaleeeee today. Tried to play bball. Failed horribly(seeing that i threw couple of times and failed*soreloser*) and ran away before people start crowding the park or worse...LAUGH at us!!

Then hit the swings and start gossip-ing.

Then, someone, ohidunno, someone*coughoeocough* showed up. Too bad she wasn't there. =s

Otherwise, swinged for so long i think the children were starting to get irritated. Ran out of the swings and off to jalan jalan... around the park only lah. Saw shaleeee's junior and various form 5's from tuition. Then saw jayshen and edwin so sat down to talk while i kept screaming at the sight of un-maomao-ed puppies. *screammm*

Anyway, shuennie had to leave so we all went back.

Seems boring huh. But really, it was fun. =D

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Oh, btw. Happy much. It's FOUND!!!

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Dang! Now I keep checking out about horny dolphins. Eeeeyerrr!!! HORNY DOLPHINS!!!

Dolphins are known to have sex for reasons other than reproduction, sometimes also engaging in acts of a homosexual nature. Various dolphin species have been known to engage in sexual behaviour with other dolphin species,this also having resulted in various hybrid dolphin species as mentioned earlier. Sexual encounters may be violent, with male dolphins sometimes showing aggressive behaviour towards both females and other male dolphins. Occasionally, dolphins will also show sexual behaviour towards other animals, including humans. -- source: Wikipedia

Wtf. Much.

xoxo,
disturbed.much.by.horny.dolphins.

Cannot Study No Matter What

2008-10-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

T.T
Sad beyond words.

Don't feel like talking about it. Serious. Go away!

--------------------------------------!!

NEXT!

Ehem. Connection sucked today.

Went to Just Thai to makan tom yum but ended up wasting half of it coz it was too HOT!

OMG!!!TRAVESTY!

Then went shopping around with grams,sis,dad n lil bro. Sucked. Bored like hell.

Then went home and read breaking dawn again! Teehee.

Watched more tv.

Went to the park to ~~ogle at cute guys~~ play bball but some lamejackass in green was hogging the hoop all by himself and missing every ball he threw. Tsk. I thought guys were suppose to be experienced with the balls and stuff.

Swing-ed like mad while some mad little girl kept staring at me speculatively. Almost screamed to her face, WHAT?! Never see someone play swings before ah?!

Straightaway went to kota damansara after tht to buy dinner. Typical mamak food. The sambal smelled horrible i thought it was my bro's feet. Watched Simpsons till I realised....*censored*(don'twannatalkaboutit)

Watched my kikilala looking all gorgeous and his terribly tantalizing smile. You DAZZLE ME!!!*screamslikemadwomen*

proceeded with my studying, like when the hell did i start?! , couldn't concentrate!

Sang along to "So What" while jumping like a mad dog.*cough*mywayofdancing*cough*

Proceeded to stalk peoples blog then wrote this post about how utterly boring my life is.

Hmm... Have tuition tomorrow with shuennie, lili jie, and shaleeee!!

Le Sigh's.

xoxo,
muahhh...

try to take a picture of love;

2008-09-30T00:01:00.000-07:00

xoxo,
didn'tthinki'dmiss~~her~~himthatmuch

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

2008-09-29T23:54:00.000-07:00

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder....

xoxo,

yourvoice;youreyes

randomness of the hols.

2008-09-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

Oh, weeee!!!

I have a dimple!! XD

Randomness during the hols. Forgive me.

xoxo,
youknowyouloveme XD

the future;

2008-09-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

We are afraid,

coz we can't see the future...

xoxo,
truemuch XD

Wtf?!

2008-09-27T03:57:00.001-07:00

A disturbing event happened, so i decided to rush to my goddamn blog and spit it out.

Le Sigh.

Some random dude was talking to me about "another random dude". =s
And this was how it went...

Ugh. Apparently, nobody could see it so the contents will be posted up here:

Session Start: Saturday, September 27, 2008
*randomdude* *me*

hi
r u the heeching of 4c?
yah
........
do you hate XXX?
why do you ask?
coz u like piss him off.....
h elike scare u la...
*he
every he sees you then cari way out 1
i nvr piss him off in any way.... and he scare of me is his problem right?
oh.....
明白

Dunno what he wrote in the end, coz all I could see was square square, but must be something like "bitch" or something evil.

** oh... teeehee. Checked the squares out. It meant "understandable".

Well? Stop bugging me about this alright?! I did not by anyhow piss him off or "de zhui" him for whatever reason. And I'm not gonna even bother about the "feelings" or so they say. When it comes to situations like this, I'm sure you don't wanna see my evil side DO YOU?!

xoxo,
dontunleashthemonsterinme~Rawrr!!!

Con Ogni Respiro Che Prendo

2008-09-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

Alright, before you start thinking that a rabbit is gonna pop out, i'll have to clarify that "con ogni respiro che prendo" is NOT a magic word. Words like, Abracadabra, Hocus Pocus, Please and Thank You(according to barney), ~~Fuck off~~ are the REAL magic words.

Con ogni respiro che prendo means Every Breath You Take~

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Ill be watching you

Teehee. Magical huh? Although the watching you part was kinda stalkerish. Hahahaa...

Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Muahahahaha....

xoxo,
myfavouritestalkerishsong

My blog song is starting to get BORING!

2008-09-18T07:17:00.001-07:00

Alright. I know, i know.

But I gotta find a suitable song first right?

Few days ago started singing Stickwitu all of a sudden.

Now, I'm a fan. XD

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

xoxo,
muaahh! XD

I Has No Lyfe! part 2

2008-09-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

Alright. So maybe I do have a life. Not an exciting one though.

Life's being a bitch to me now. *cries*

Yeah, wish I had more free time, but most of my free time are spent on sleeping since i'm rushing off to tuitions or going to bloody pancaragam whenever there's actually time. Other than that, i'm just too tired to keep going on like some mad monkey.

Ooh. Someone's getting OOOooOoOOoooLLLLLLDDDDD!!!!

So since, school and whatnots are taking up all my time, can't blame me for being sleep all the time right. And the more time I sleep, the more time I miss out on studying.

Yeahhh!!! Sorry dudes but I gotta study or I'll turn into a brainless pile of crap. Unlike some people that would just need to take a look at the damn page to get the whole thing. Yeah. I ain't like that, I work hard too. I think.... *foggy memory*

Since I spen most of my time nowadays taking naps, i'm wide awake at night, so I start reading storybooks. Har di har. Call me someone with no life but....(oh wait, isn't that the main point of this post? to show that i has no life?) Ugh. Nevermind.

Nothing happening recently thats close to exciting except that a student from 4D class that may or may not get sued of libel and slandering some teacher who's name I do not know. Oh, and that our dear hm's plat nama got stolen and she was getting all mad at us. So now we can't use the block B stairs because its "special" and we students apparently aren't special enough since we're such "scums" who pays for the damn electric bills. *cough*

I shall not continue in case some teacher actually finds my blog and decides to throw me out of school. Oh, BAH!!! Stop being stupid! Once it's on the net you can't pull the poor dude out and start bashing him about how he shouldn't bitch about the school. Whats done is done. You either sue him, or you do not. And, the blog is obviously his right, you can't expect him to sing your praises if he really thinks that something is wrong. Why don't you try fixing the damn problem and looking at different angles before making a decision?

Blogs are mushrooming because we people just need some place to vent our feelings. You expect us to do what? Compress everything inside so we can all put on fake smiles and carry out squarish-SWAN bags to school? No offence to squarish-SWAN bags. I mean, if we're pissed off at a piece of chicken for not tasting good, we obviously can't complain to the damn dead chicken that it didn't eat enough worms right? (alright-ey, weird comparison)

Oh, alright. I've managed to insult at least few people who actually have the chance to alter my future into an even darker and grim one.

Alright, apologies, but I think that what's done is done and whats on the net, never comes back. Sincere apologies!!! (I wanna go to college, don't flunk me!) But I wrote this so that if, IF someone is gonna come complaining about how my blog is libeling and slandering about the school, you'll know that....

Oh, fuck! I'll keep this on for 1 day and anyone who reads it, reads it and then I'll delete it! Yes! Thats what I'll do!

Alright, off to delete posts that has anything to do with school.

Tata

xoxo,
monkeyspeaksnoevil

A Second Chance

2008-09-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

Went to this event at ming's and jo's church today to attend a play.

Had to wake up at 7.45 just so we could go to ming's mansion-of-a-house. Then, watched ming and his brothers eat their breakfast and off we went.
Reached there like 30 minutes before the play and had to listen to the priest guy preaching, and before that, I have never know how large i could yawn. Ehehehee. Sorry. It wasn't exactly the most entertaining thing of the night day

The day was, ohidunno, quite awesome la i guess, part of it was the show, the other part....(i've decided not to say) ehheeeheheee. * irritating giggling continues*

*coughs*
Anyway, the play/show/whatchumaycallit is about this young 28 year old business women, Laurie, thats facing problems with her mom and dad cos of her scum-bag-of-a-boyfriend George. Anyway, Gro GOrg Jor effi- George the scum bag is like using her the whole way while she fends him before her parents cos she actually believes in him. In the end, he uses her as a guarantor for some business that was never there in the first place all the while he was with some other chick dancing in the clubs(this was when joanna went on, appearing as one of the random people dancing in da club, not to be mistaken for scumbag's other girlfriend.) *cough* bastard *cough*

Anyway, so in the end, she feels so sad and sorry that she defied her parents because of the scumbag while her dad is signing off his cancer fund so she could live a better life after all the debts that scumbag-of-a-boyfriend gave her. And they all hug and make up in the end. Cos everybody deserves a second chance. Awww.

Wow. Drama weiii...

Alright, so maybe my interpretation of the story can be kinda foggy still, you get the picture, right??

And after that, lots of singing and preaching i almost fell asleep. Sorry, was too boring kept yawning non-stop.

Then went off to the cafeteria, at yam cake, courtesy of ming's mom's rm50, while enjoying the view. Har de harharhar.

Then went back at 12pm. Fell onto the couch and slept till 5.

xoxo,
thatperfectvieww... teehee.

Holiday Villa oh-so-long-ago 2nd of August

2008-09-13T03:31:00.001-07:00

Ooo... Looks like a newspaper photo.

*cough* Ignore my larger than life arms.*cough*

Is it me, or do I have the dawn yang look again?

Note to self: Laugh more naturally.

xoxo,

nostalgica.

and It's Time To Face The Truth

2008-09-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

**Start**

Sighs.

I Will Never Be With Yooouuuu...

2008-09-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Sighs.

**End**

Love or Lust?

2008-09-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

Erhem. One of the few topics where I can blab non stop for few hours. So... go ahead and get your milo's, ~~coke's~~ (sorry, i don't like coke =p)sprites, coffee, orange juice or a cup of water before you continue.

*momentarily pause*

Done?

A'right.

Recent events that happened to "someone I know" have caused me to think about how shallow a guys brain can be. Alright, not to say that I don't have shallow thoughts ~~*cough*like, damn that guy is eff- ugly! *cough*~~ Yeah, I can be shallow in some ways but seriously lah, you guys are suppose to be... well... GUYS! Don't have the same thoughts as girls can? We are SOOOOOooOOOOoOOoO obviously NOT on the same frequency. (I'm an AM, what are you? FM?!) *cough* lame jokes aside, lets continue about ~~how shallow a guys mind can be~~
the said topic.

Let me ask a very straightforward question.

Between a girl thats hot and all but way above your standard and an average girl, kinda heavy, picks her nose occassionally and is constantly ranting along about her eyelashes not being curly enough since chubby people are suppose to be all round, adorable and with the pink cheeks and fluttery eyelashes ans she doesn't seem to have it although she's kinda "chubby".

Who would you choose? Okay, I'm trying to make an effort to turn you againts the "average girl" alright, so just pick the HOT girl already!!!

Alright, so you do judge people through looks!! UGH! SHALLOW!!!

Guys will never choose ugly girls and they will also never choose girls with high standards. Hmph! Typical ego-istical male things!

Alright, so I guess this wasn't the point, imma talk about how some people are just so desperate. Oh, so they see some hot girl walking pass felt a skip of a beat in their pathetic heart and proclaims his undying lurve for that hot girl. Tsk! That is shallow to the MAX!

And once she's giving you a sign of rejection, puh-LEASE do not think of it as a sign to keep going on, destroying the poor gals life. Jeez. Do you have a life, stop proclaiming your undying lurve all of a sudden like it suddenly hit you that you're a loveless dog. DESPERATE! Feigning that tears are gonna drop from your droopy lil' hamsup eyes cos she doesn't seem to give a damn about you.

Haven't you heard of some chinese quotes about how "the most heartbreaking thing that can happen is NOT that a person you love doesn't care about you but ming ming know you guys love each other but just can't be together."? And dawg, she's obviously not interested in you. So, yeah, get a life. Stop being so serious like it could tear you down into pieces just because she doesn't give a damn about you. Thats just you being selfishly jealous that you're not getting any attention. Pah. Shallowness much!
*reminder. this is not about some guy i know but some guy that is furiously in lurve with "someone I know" after what? 1 day? What a bunch of bullsh-

Alright, so while we're all hot an infuriated by this topic, lets have some time for this funny piece I got from uncyclopedia. Har de har har har...!!

Males (also referred to as dudes) are fur bearing mammals that have genitals arranged in an ♂ shape. Borne of the mighty God Mars, they are a race of supreme beings from the planet "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!", where they battled for glory all day and all night, and basked in the rays of their raging sun's light in the warm grass whilst drinking their mighty Redbull (the elixir of Mars) for ages, but unbeknownst to them, a Strange Race crawled forth from the Darkness. Known as the Woman or Female, these Sinister Beings transformed their malevolent, twisted bodies (it has been hypothesized that they were once grues , but modern science and genome mapping have proven them to all be devolved from female ninja) into a shape that greatly aroused and confused the Males. These women then created institutions known as "Families" to subdue Males from their wild and mighty ways and erased much of Mankind's fierce and cruel original history, and renamed "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" to Earth.

The male is the Mightiest creature of all living multi-cellular organisms ever to have existed on the planet "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!".

It has been proven in the past, present AND future that :

1. Males are THE laziest form of life(when not engaged in sex or battle) :s must say, this is true much.

2. Males can Pwn j00.

3. Males have the ability to crush skulls with their pecs alone.

4. Males are only as evil as ever being XY, while women are pure evil having XX. (muahahah!!!)

5. Males have created everything.

6. Women will never Respect them, and Men will never give a damn one way or the other. (true,true...)

Alright, I'll end this feminist charade. LalalalLala!!!

xoxo,
lovemedo,lovemenot,whateverrrr!!!

All That We Could Be

2008-09-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time ~~girl~~ boy(XD), are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

xoxo,
doyoucatchabreathwhenilookatyou

when you look me in the eyes

2008-09-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

When You Look Me In The Eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise...

When you look me in the eyes

When You Look Me In The Eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

And IIiiiiiiiiiiii.....

2008-09-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

Screw them projects. I can't do finish anything! Yeah. So screw it!

Screw you teachers for throwing us a load of projects outta no where!

I swear I'm not getting enough sleep. (for reasons that have nothing to do with projects. Harharrr...)

******************************* <3

MPH Book Fair

Just so you know, the book fair was held in Pusat Komuniti BU3 and OMGGGGG ~~fucking~~ (ehem. must stop cursing so frequently)effing hot kay! I SWEAR, i SWEAR, that I almost fainted while walking. Pfft. But, I tahan, wanna know why? Lol. Cause I scared if I faint, some random dude/lady with syphillis/AIDS/STD galore will CPR me. WTF!

Ok. Paranoid much. Gahahah. Aww. I know shuennie will save me. Still, the thought of kissing a girl is still kind of a turn off, fainted or not.

Anyway, walked around with shuennie looking at random books, mostly chic lits, eg: ps, i love you , shopaholic series, twilight saga (omg, cheap siao). So, ended up choosing between confessions of a shopaholic(i know laa...) or breaking dawn. Fuahahah... Guess which I chose?

BREAAAKKINNNGGG DAAAWWWWNNN!!!!

for a meager price of 34.95 ringgit malaysia.

To the people that bought the book for RM 50 liddat, I have this to say:

GAHAHahhaHHAHHAHaHAHHAhhahahaHHHhh!!!! SUCKKKKEERRRR!!!!

Coughs.

xoxo,
iluvsmy~~little~~largeblackbook

Freaky People

2008-08-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

Omfg.

Still in state of shock after what just happened.

Well, this is what happened.

Was going off to bed after an epi of Jimmy Kimmel, i lugged the laptop up on the bed, lol, it's been my only companion night after night of insomnia, i'm talking about till 3-4am.

Anywayy... My sis went to bug my bro in my parents room and I went to look out the window.

Just so you know, that window has provided much exposure to the daily life of our new neighbours. Kuakuakuaa... Well, all was normal and quiet, then suddenly, *JAWS music playing* some random dude rode by on his *ugh* bike, stopped right in front of our house,took out his handphone and started snapping photo's of our house!! WTF right?!

And the whole time he was snapping, I was staring at him from above, and he was oblivious to everything, should have opened the window and shout: Oei! What you doinnnn??!
Then he'll be so shockeded he'll drop his phone and rides away like kena chased by mad dog. Fwahahahhaa!!! Can imagine the sight, must be fucking funnaayy!!

Anyway, random dude took a grand total of 2 pics, proceeded to sms/mms/wtfhe'sdoing on his phone all the while looking into my opposite neighbours house. Omfg. Freakyyy!!! Then he nonchalantly rode away like nothing happened. What the fuck?!

Keep a look out for this dude, he may be a ~~serial rapist~~ ~~house hunter~~ mad guy that escaped tanjung rambutan, then he'll ride his bmx to your house and start snapping photo's of your house while laughing fiendishly. Muahahahahaaa....
Oh, don't have a mugshot of him but I can describe him, he's some young dude, probably still in his teens 13-19 years old, glasses guy, rides a bike, was wearing a tee and a pair of jeans, and is holding, if i'm not mistaken, a black handphone...(wahaha)

xoxo,
Be Safe~

Chill.

2008-08-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

Chill guys.

Before post was nothing really important, just a sudden outburst. Meh.

Hmm, well, shud start posting up photo's of my new haircut. =D

what the foot is that?!!? oh, my foot in an akward angle

yep, me and my famous limb

i look so pale compared to the other pics

Oh, before I go....

Yellow skinned nigga doing his "peace" sign.

Gahahahhaa... I'm so mean.

Forgive me. XD

xoxo,
luvvsss

You Selfish, Arrogant, Disgusting BASTARD!

2008-08-28T10:15:00.001-07:00

This post is not about school. DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT make your own conclusions before experimenting the hypothesis(Ooo...scientifical).

To HE-WHO-IS-SO-SELFISH-ARROGANT-AND-DISGUSTING,

You disgust me.

I have always known you, although you weren't the best among the best, you were always a favourite. You were my favourite. I never had much to doubt, your thoughts, you views and opinions. Always so willing to change my mind to whatever you thought was correct, or whatever you supported. I always felt like a fool. Always asking myself, "Girl, where's your sense of individuality!" But, no matter what, it was great to follow you. It was like I'm living what my idol is going through. Yes, you were my idol. As much as I so so soooo hate to say it, so hate to admit, everything comes clean right here. Right Now.

Then times changed, I've changed. I doubt you've changed though. Always a good thing to stick to what you thought was right. Very opiniative, a very strong sense of individuality. Very admirable. And you weren't an empty can either, very smart, very knowledgable, a person that takes risks, always the charismatic one, talking and joking around, people seem to love that about you. I loved all that about you. How can a person, so lazy and naughty, could be such a charming person behind. But, I guess it was just hormones, or maybe the way you were brought up, I could never blame the people behind it but it wasn't impossible that it was theirs to blame. They loved you, too much to be exact. Please don't blame them, they were then first timers.

Maybe it was a sad twist of fate that caused all this to happen, maybe it was just meant to be but we weren't paying much attention. Growing up, I realised that my idol wasn't exactly the idol i saw through my 5-year-old eyes. Yet, I still could not give you up. Just hoping, and praying, you'd be the person I thought you were. No matter what you ask of me, I accepted. I could never reject a person that I respected.

It slowly withered though. Good things were never meant to last and all I believed in turned out to be just pure imagination, pathetic even. I saw your true side, it was horrible, heart-shattering, I could never believe this was you. Selfishly arrogant. That was what you were. Instead of the arrogance worth respecting I saw in you with my 5-year-old eyes , all I saw was just a shallow, selfish you. I suddenly thought, it was never about us anyway, your life, everyone's life seem to be always about you. You're self-centredness, I despise. But, deep inside, i could feel darkness and pain, screaming to get out, your practices of self control i guess, drinking your sorrows away. Till it was out of control, you just drank for pleasure. Drinking your life away, burning your 10 ringgits, 1 by 1. All of this intoxicating you, bluring your senses, till you felt and looked like an invalid. My respect for you was then gone.

Bitterness filled me with hate. The hate so deep it poisons me, but I guess the deepness of this cut was because of the deep love I felt for an idol. The deeper it cuts through me to see you hurt her. Tears poured from her eyes, falling down the aging skin that once was perfect, so perfect before YOU! You caused her much pain. I'm not blaming everything on you but the gash you made in her heart was 10 times stronger, you were her first and it pains her to see how she has worked so hard but recieved so little including the bitter slap on her face everytime she regrets. It hurts so much that I want to do so much but never had the courage to do so, to stand up to you, BASTARD. To tell you that life is NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU. Selfish, self-centred, bastard! I hate your every word, everytime, I hear you being so rude and selfish, like she was nothing but a random person in your life you decided to hurt. Have you ever thought of how she kills herself inside everytime she worries?! I was always so jealous of the love she gave you, the love I never felt before.

Tears pouring, tasting the bitterness of these salty drops of bitterness. Hurts so much that I try to give so much but recieve so little. And yet you, never even thought of it, never even gave it a second glance or another chance. You're life is in ruins, you idiot! RUIN YOUR LIFE MORE! PLEASE DO! I'm so sick and tired that you've been ruining the lives of people surrounding you. THe people that care about you, the people that wouldn't mind your troublemaking, wouldn't mind your nasty habits. Would never care that you're so disgusting, in the inside. You are a FOOL to have distanced yourself from us, if you never had, you wouldn't be in RUINS like you are now. I'd like to slap the foolishness out of your arrogant face, then slap the arrogance out. But its most probably of no use, you're too far out to be pulled back. Swimming in the large sea, waves drowning you one by one, hey, we told you not to go out there, you never listen. Still, you swam further, into oblivion, never to be seen by others, and never to see others, just pounding waves.

You,my friend, are fucking lost.

**warning: no comments on sensitive issues, only comments on grammar and such. Feel free to correct my spelling, there were alot of mistakes. TQ. **

I beg you to see this with open eyes and open heart. I can be dramatic sometimes.

xoxo,
Deep.

One Step At A Time

2008-08-26T23:05:00.001-07:00

I know its too much for a day but bear with me. Music is all I need now. It kind of messes with your feelings but as long as it makes me feel better from all this suffering. It's okay.

One Step At A Time
-Jordin Sparks-

[Verse 1]
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 2]
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

[Bridge]
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Verse 3]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

xoxo,
footstepsss... XD

These Hard Times

2008-08-26T22:41:00.000-07:00

" I know it's hard to live this way. The way you never wanted it to be. The things that never have gone your way. Regreting the choice you've once made, you're thinking if this is another choice you'll regret. Still, you just wanna let everything go but it's just so...hard."
-to the long suffering someone-

Morning falls like rain
into the city life
there goes another night.

Lose my breath in waves
knowing that every crash
is bleeding the hourglass
and taking the stride...

from all our lives.

Everyone keeps talking
they promise you everything
they don't mean anything.

We may lose our focus
there's just too many words
we're never meant to learn

and we don't feel so alive.

Say goodbye!
These days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need
is some relief
from these hard times.

Move your hands in circles
keeping me hypnotized
the power behind your eyes.

Move around your bedroom
cursing the naked sky
you should be here tonight
but you stay alone
and cry...

There's something missing
you never feel it but you
you're gonna feel it when it's gone
when it's gone

xoxo,
stay strong!

Purest of Pain (ouuchh...!!)

2008-08-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

Heard about this song from cy the other day so i decided to download it. And when I heard it, memories flood back*dramatic* and I remember this song being the ending theme for a spanish(i think) telenovela and I heard it so many times I knew every word by heart. Memories. XD

xoxo,
A Puro Dolor...

Boring Days

2008-08-26T21:27:00.000-07:00

~~Yup, skipped school today just for the sake of not facing the 2 teachers I totally despise today. Uhh... scratch that.~~ Where's the privacy in all this! Tsk.

Well, hadn't really been blogging much about my life. Well... maybe I have but just a small insignificant parts that I just thought would be important. But now to think of it, its just kinda boring too...and insignificant. Ughh.. I'm soooOooOOoo BORING.

*coughs*

I think my humour has gone dry. OMFG. I can't think of a single thing that seems funny today, although I keep giggling all of a sudden much to peoples surprise. What?! Can't help it lah! I keep remembering stupid stuff people said.

Anyhoo, will update when something happens to my life.

xoxo,
iflu =)

RWP

2008-08-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

RWP? Whats that?!

Check this video out!

Amazing right? On the 23rd of August(tomorrow), 1000 people are gonna stop what their doing and start reading. With that, their gonna startle thousand other random people. =)

This project is called Read while Waiting, its to promote people to read during free time, times like when you're waiting for your specific public transport to go to work or when waiting for your cup of coffee in Star~~fucks~~bucks.

Objectives of this project:

1. To see more people reading (any form of literature) whenever they wait
2. To make people more conscious of whenever they are about to go somewhere and know that some waiting will be involved, then bring something to read

If you support this project, show your friends this video. =)

**This is not an advertorial so i'm not paid to do this. It's just pure faith in this project. XD Peace out dudes **

xoxo,
read. =]

You Must Be Joking!

2008-08-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

I am soooo sick of these stuuuupid messages.

Random people claiming to love me or something. God.

Fuuuccckkk offff laaaaaa....!!!!

I know someone is playing a joke on me but this is seriously so tacky can die dot com!!

I'm *so and so*..., I luv u hee ching, Wil you accept me, i'm *so and so*...

O.o

The thing is, I'm gonna have to pass cos, I don't like you, uhm... I don't like you and I don't love you either. =D Sorry dude, I'm looking for someone thats NOT so tacky, and definitely much more good looking then you, taller than you, much more smarter than you, much nicer than you, much charismatic than you, richer than you...and of course since I have such high-standards for guys, I obviously cannot accept this.

The last one was such a slap in the face. Lol. But, if thats what you call me, thats what I'll be. Don't blame me for being a person with such high standards. YOU GUYS made me what I am today. Muahahahah...

xoxo,
menoluvulaaa..

Pick Up Lines

2008-08-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

Read this like ages ago and read it again yesterday. I must say this is one of the nicest books among all LBD series. Ahhhh... I think all LBD books are nice!! Gotta get some.

Anyway, about this book, each chapter starts with a DAMN FUNNY pick up line.

Examples:

Is it hot in here or is it just you?
(Ahhahaha... so corny yet so effective!!)
Would you like to eat my pretzel?
(O.o For the confident and mentally challenged)
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
(Gahahahahah...cheesy much!!)
I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart.
(Lmao lmaoo..!!)
Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
(Aww... I find this kinda sweet...)
Let's have a party and invite your pants to come on down.
(O.o Again, for the confident dudes and the mental retards out there)
I'm not drunk. I'm just intoxicated by you.
(Lol.)
Would you like a raisin? How about a date?
(Teehee..)
You're legs must be tired, cos you've been running through my mind all night.
(I'd smile to thiss..)
You're so hot you must be the reason for global warming!
(gahahaha!!! so corny!!)
Stop, drop and roll, baby! Cos you're on FIRE!!
(Woooot wooot!! Gotta love this..)
May I have this dance.... horizontally?!
O.o Shock-ed-ed..

xoxo,
If you were a hamburger, you'd be the McGorgeous X9

Mixed Emotionssss

2008-08-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

Gaaahhh!! Bloody game between Lee Chong Wei(Malaysia) and Lin Dan(China) is happening naooo....

Gaahhh!!! So freaking kan cheong can. =(

GOoooOOOoOoO MALAYSIA!!!!

Don't care who says I'm lame or whatever, I SUPPORT MALAYSIA kao kao CANN!!!

China's been snatching all the medals its not funny anymore. Malaysia's gotta get at least ONE!!!

It's 11-5 naooo..!!! With China leading. =(

More updates later, gotta go catch the game!!! XD

xoxo,
malaysia bolehlahh!!!

***************************************
/update

Annddd he loosstt...

Oh well, a silver is fine.

Stay strong dude. We support u kao kao k? Don't cry. XD

xoxo,
malaysia still bolehlahh!!

I Has No Lyfe!

2008-08-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

Hmm. When I do actually have something to post on my love life. I would.

But I just don't have one. O.o

NEXXTTT!!!!

Alright, I admit I'm getting kinda bitchy and irritating bout my love life. I HAS NONNNEE...!!!
But how can I notttt. Everybody seems to be in love, even the person I least expect. Gaaahhh.

I have lost my ability to be all stupid and actually fall for someone.

My heart is cold like, like... something thats really cold.

Meh. As long as I'm still looking at guys I'm fine! Muahahaha...

lol

2008-08-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

Ahahaha. Was reading the Health Digest in library today. If you were observant enough to have come across the mag thats always available in the library you may know which specific page to flip to. Well, for all the people with the dirty minds. Ahahahaha!!

Still, they had this article on Teenage Love and Sex.

Basically, its an article that talks about teenagers that are going through hormonal changes and whats happen during this hormonal period. Well, lets skip the basics and check out what I saw today. The mag states that when we have feelings for someone its called "infatuation" instead of "love".

Ahahhahahaha!!!!

Alright, me being typical me, I guess that is kinda true... for me lah. XD I don't think I have the capability to love someone yet. ~~Well, except for my family whom I DO love. And, yeah, I DID stay with them my whole life and I couldn't imagine my life without them naooo... Ugh. Sentimental shit.~~ Annddd... I think the previous crushes I had were truly uughhh... FAKE.

Well, the thing is, when I like someone of the opposite sex, liking a person as in MORE than a friend, its usually just cos I'm such a love-a-holic. The damn feeling of just liking that someone for the sake of me, myself and i.

Thats just... SO.TRULY.SELFISH. Meh. I've always been very self-centred. Bahahaha!!

So, infatuation it is.

Boooorrrriiiinnnggggggggg.....

xoxo, heeching
iloveucuzilovebeinginlove

Just So You Know

2008-08-10T19:16:00.000-07:00

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

by Jesse McCartney

-A lil' jealousy is healthy-

"And So The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb"

2008-08-10T18:34:00.000-07:00

"What a stupid lamb"

-Bella-

"What a sad, masochistic lion"

-Edward-

-twilight-

Can't wait for the moviieee..... XDXDXD

xoxo,heeching

Edward Cullen: "It's healthy to ditch class now and then."

True. true.

The Shining

2008-08-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

Was watching this video from 30 Seconds to Mars- The Kill on youtube plus reading its comments. According to the comments the video has like some elements from the movie/the novel/the series "The Shining".

Well, basically, the The Kill video was obviously very weirdly,disturbingly,freakishly,ming bogglingly, weird to the MAX. @.@ And, the reason I was watching it because Jared Leto is ~~HAWWTT~~despite his age(love his eyes*dieessss*), uhm, because its caught my attention somehow?

The vid was on MTV/Channel [V] like last year or something.

See it for yourself. Disturbing, no?

Uhm. And yeah, just so you guys know, the thing you guys saw in the weird hotel room,Room 6277 or something, where there was a bear and a guy on the bed and the bear looks like he's giving the guy a blowjob or something. Yeah. Thats what it is. A random bear giving a guy a random blowjob. Thats it. Weird huh?

So, back to The Shining. Its actually a novel written by the very famous Steven King named, The Shining*coughs*, and it mainly about this haunted hotel where this guy named Jack and his family goes to live into, because Jack got a job as the hotel caretaker. *huhs?!* (yeah, i know)

Anyhoo, so there's this evil thingummy going on in the hotel and a series of disturbingly weird events happen and so Jack goes crazy yadda yaddaaa... ARE YOU LISTENING?! I know I'm boring but waiiiittt laaa, lemme explain can? And starts chopping his family up. Well, um, so the wife, Wendy, decides to save herself and her child, Danny, from Jack.

So, the story behind this weird story is, Danny has this weird ability to talk telepahtically? Like, communicate with others without talking. And so the former tenants of the hotel a.k.a evil disturbed spirits decided to talk Jack into killing Danny(omfg, his own flesh and blood DAMMIT!!)so they'll be more powerfull or something (not quite clear about this statement/fact/part of the story) and yeah, so ghosts keep appearing in front of Jack persuading him to kill Danny and if his wife interferes we'll just kill her too.

So, the chase is on, and it happens all in the hotel. Till Danny escapes from the hotel and runs into a hedge maze(neh, the maze made out of walls and walls of plants) and anyway Danny was smart enough to escape from his Dad's insane clutches and the Dad dies in the hedgemaze.

In the end, there's this picture on a wall that says, Overlook Hotel, 1921(name of hotel and time picture was taken) and there was Jack, smack right in the centre of the picture looking all young and dandy.

Yadda yadaa. So, Jack got consumed by the hotel and I presume his spirit is gonna be haunting the hotel along with the other maniacal spirits. Muahahahaha.... END.

Yep, there's Jack, looking every bit the maniacal murderer he is.

Oh, btw, the blowjob bear has NOTHING to do with the movie whatsoever, I HOPE.

With love,
X9

*note: For a more funnier adaption of the Shining, check out The Simpsons Season 6 - Treehouse of Horror V. I gots the CD. Muahahaha....*cough* *hack*

Majlis Perlantikan & Perpisahan Pengawas PSS

2008-08-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

Ooh. Such a formal title. ahahaha...

Well, my mom took an hour to get me there since she kept getting lost halfway. *frowns*

If I ever learn to drive, I must not be as embarrasing as her.

I think plenty of people have honk-ed at my car or maybe even copied our license plate to complain or *omgomg* posted a pic of us dumbly stopping in the middle of the road in a car to make a phone call and won 50 freaking bucks.

I demand my part of the money!!! Or I'll sue!!!!!

Anyway, got there safely, with my head on and all, luckily we left like DAMN early or we'd be really late. XD sry kai sihn!!

Preparations, preparations... etc etc.

An hour after the majlis started, puan azizah finally graced us with her presence. (soo...typical.)

I didn't take a photo during the majlis but after that, kai sihn's dad was gonna be late so me, wt and sihn*square*/kai*square* camwhored all over the place, literally.

We were all over, in the toilet mirrors,near the fountains(where this weird dude looked at us and giggled in a creepy way ~~with his hands in his pants, jkg!~~), with statue's (did we?!), in the lobby, the driveway.

Lol. We're nuts. As usual, took few crappy photo's, typical me, thorn in the roses etc.

Stay tuned for more photo's. Kai*square* and wt!!! Seennnddd!!!!!

The Time Has Cooommeee

2008-07-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

...to change my header pic, again.

So, while i'm trying to find my perfect header that matches my song. Imma blab for you to hear.

Ok, has anyone had a dream about a random stranger you've never seen before, ehem, a HOT random stranger, lemme rephrase, a HOT *caution* random stranger you've never seen before that doesn't appear to be all blurry in the face? What? Are they suppose to be who Im looking out for?

or is it just me? @_@

Yeah, I have been having dreams about random HOT strangers and also nightmares on the upcoming hungry ghost festival. @.@

Mind you that the nightmares were causing my insomnia. *cries* I remember I even had a nightmare about a ghost possesing my body and it just wouldn't go awayyy. It must be an omen about that creepy stalker. But the ghost possesing my body was a ballerina!!! Any reason why??!?!?

Sighs. I think I'll stop blabbing bout my weird dreams.

Tata'

xoxo's, heeching XD

Wanna Know How I got my SCARS?!

2008-07-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

A different story every time, my dear joker.

XD

Oh, and that friggin' fake & dead batman slamming onto the window was NOT FUNNY.

I wasted almost half the popcorn because of that STUPID scene!

Not because I suddenly decided to eat real fast but because i was so shocked i jumped outta my skin and all the popcorn allll OVERRR...

GaaaHHHhhH!!

Another Random Friendster Bulletin

2008-07-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

YOU DON'T REPOST THIS YOU WILL BE SINGLE UNTIL YOU ARE 45! NO JOKE!
PUT:
T - O - M - A - T - O
you're TAKEN.
C - H - E - R - R - Y
you like someone ALOT but don't know how they feel about you.
S - T - R - A - W - B - E - R - R - Y
you're in a relationship & you love the guy / girl so much that you never want to lose them no matter what it takes. you'll do anything for them. you love them SO MUCH!
G - R - A - P - E
you're SINGLE and proud of it
C- O - C - O - N - U - T
you're SINGLE, & don't REALLY CARE. All you want to do IS LIVE LIFE and HAVE FUN!!
L - E - M - O - N
you're about to GIVE UP.
B - A - N - A - N - A
you're TAKEN but CONFUSED.
P - I - N- E - A - P - P - L - E
YOU are taking LIFE as it comes.
W- A - T - E - R - M - E - L - O - N
you were left at birth then taken in by
elves and NOW you're FIGHTING crime WITH a CANDY CANE.
A - P - P - L - E
You like SOMEONE and they like you, BUT
you both aren't together
L - I - M - E
You don't care anymore.
O - R - A - N - G - E
FLIRTY and HAPPY with the way things
are RIGHT NOW. You're just LOOKING to have a good time. BUT wouldn't MIND HAVING SOMEONE TO LOVE in your life.
B- L - U - E - B - E - R - R - Y
CONFUSED.
G-U-A-V-A
Sweet and Salt.
SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TONIGHT AT 11.11

I think imma mixture of fruits, so imma go make mix-fruit juice tonighttt... Kuakuakuaaa...

im a...
Grape & Coconut & Pineapple & Watermelon (LoL!) & Lime .
Tastes mix-ed fruit juice.

Ughhh!!! *barrrfffff*

blue-black

2008-07-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

After pancaragam yesterday, me and a few were sitting around kinda bored. So, you know what we did? ~~sat down somemoree...~~ we played VOLLEYBALL.

We all looked kinda pathetic since we were all noobs. But some of them *ehem*yiling*ehem* can play like damn good.

Well, guess what yrsTruly got after a round of NooBVolleyball?

Red hand, sweaty ~~armpits~~ everywhere, stinky sweat odour and excruciatingly painful hands.

But, hohoho, guess what surprised me today during tuition? A blue-black on my arm. Hmph. Lovely.

Pancaragam yesterday. It was a bore but at least I have something now.

it's called a french horn.

*nehh...u noe... the horn...got twirly-twirly wan...*

Still, don't get it?

It looks like...

THIS!

Yeah, except its silver-coloured. Oh, and its not mine. I just blow it.

Tralalalalaaa....

RANDOMMMM

2008-07-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hmm... Are there any nice songs that anyone can recommend?

The latest song I downloaded wuzz "Love In This Club"

gaahahhahahah!!!

I Wanna ~~Make~~ Love In This Club....in this club...in this club....in this clubbb....

Before that it wuz... Disturbia and that stupid Miley Cyrus song I hate C=

Seriously, you gotta listen to that Miley girl's song and say you're not irritated by her voice. Listening to her just makes me wanna kill someone.

And yesss... I'd rather listen to Jessica-bloody-Simpson than her...

Grrrss....

Put on your break lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight?
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

Hmm... maybe its time to change my header pic again... hurhurhurrr..

Anyway, Happy Earlieth Birthday to my dear Sheryl Ng Chor Yean. =D

'youknowweloveyou...XD'

My Baby!!

2008-07-18T05:58:00.000-07:00

Aaaaahhhh!!! My baby is goneeee....

T_T

If you've seen my baby must save it kay...

It's my life and sole....

*can u hear my heart breaking?*

It looks like this, okay?

Now, EVERYONE KEEP A LOOKOUT!!

I Gotta Find You~

2008-07-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

Well, just checked out a video from Camp Rock where Joe was singing to this girl.

Sad to say, the girl just sat there looking smittened, sighs, drama bit can?

Wukuakuakuaaa... I think if it was me I'd be like that girl too....

*dies*

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you...

Stalked!!

2008-07-11T20:54:00.003-07:00

Wow. I even put his/her/it 's number as "Stalker".

Lets review the previous post shall we?

ehemm!!*clears throat*

*me* *stalker* *my brain*

After 3 messages containing very short messages of "Hi", "Saranghaeyo"(ugh!), and "R u busy?".

I finally took the liberty to reply him, with a simple: Who Are You?!

Simple enough.

Well, there were no replies yesterday night but after the Bio ceramah, just when the teacher stopped talking, he/she/shim/it replied.

Message 4: U dun have to know... I m from BU3.
(uh... who cares if you're from BU3. Thousands are from BU3. Millions if you count the housing area. You FOOL. What do you mean I don't have to know. You're talking to ME right? OF COURSE I have the DAMN fucking right to know who the fuck you are, dawg!)

Message 5: So...do u have any brothers or sisters.
(@_@. Isn't that private info?)

Replies: I'm sorry but i don't know who u are... So i will NOT reply anymore...

Message 6: Alright then... I understand u, its wierd(omfg...wrong spelling) when things like this happens(grammar error)
(damn right you know! Stop bugging me!)

Message 7: The thing is u know me... Just not with this number.
(*rolls eyes* You see boy/man/girl/women/tranny... I don't care if I fuggin know you or not. But you better damn well tell me who the fug who are before I start having a fit!)

Replies: Even if I knew you... I wouldn't wanna message you... Why? Because you're asking me stuff about my personal life... I dun tell my personal life to just ANYONE!

Message 8:Okay then, i m trully(omfg...spelling error) sry
*by this point, i gave up messaging him about the no entry sign he cannot see pasted directly on my face*

Message 9: I m sry that i asked ur personal details.
(Damn right! Now shoo! stop bugging me!)

Message 10: I m just wondering. Cause I wanna know more about u... U r from 4CEKAP n I know u
(wah! starting to get very stalkerish and creepy edi hor.)

Message 11:Can u forgive me. i m sry.
(muahahhaha... im so evil so... probably... NO!)

Message 12:Lets just talk as a friend... K?
(Nope sorry. I ain't rich like you to sms that much.)

Message 13: .......: I m sry.
(sorry no cure... ahahahah!!!)

Message 14: Why............................................................................
(YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?! HAVEN'T I MADE MYSELF PLENTIFULLY CLEAR?!)

(damn this guy/gal/tranny doesn't stop can he/she/shim/it?!)
Message 15: You still dun forgive mua? i m very sad.
(I don't think its a problem if I forgive you or not. Its the problem of me feeling comfortable talking to you or not. Thats it.)

Message to he/she/shim/it:
If you're foolish enough to be rich and waste you're sms money like that. You're probably not worthy to be a friend. I may even USE you. Don't you get that?! I don't care if I know you or not. If you're trying to be all mysterious with me, I'm NOT IMPRESSED! Just so you know, if I know who you are or if you're playing me. I'm gonna screw you up like worser than being shot in the toot. It's not gonna be no fathers day for you, its gonna be no anus day for you too. XD

xoxo,oxox,
idontloveyou~

Stalked!!

2008-07-11T20:54:00.001-07:00